not your basic love story

'just friends'

okay you may be wondering why i randomly mentioned my friend mackenzie in the last chapter. well in the first week of october anthony confessed his love to mackenzie. i started hanging out with sierra and emily's and nicholas' group of friends, bee and lily didn't join along. my feeling for anthony turned from just physical attraction to full on i like everything about him his personality especially. when i heard he liked mackenzie it broke me and i didn't fully understand that i liked anthony so i just wanted to cry and i didn't get why it made me want to cry so much. from that day on i knew how much i liked him, but he asked out mackenzie so i did my best to talk to him and tell him what mackenzie likes and how to get with her and whatnot because it gave me an excuse to text him. brandon still always wanted to facetime and one night i thought why not. i called him to find out anthony was skyping him so i could talk to them both and i was so frickin happy i facetimed brandon. brandon helped set me up a skype account and i joined their call. from that day on every single night i would skype them for hours. one night we slept on the call, we called it a virtual sleepover. i kept this all a secret from sierra knowing she might be upset that i was so close to brandon. as october went along i invited anthony to hang out after school with me and mackenzie and he started coming twice a week. i looked forward to it so much. i would hang out after school with him for hours then go home eat dinner and skype him for hours. even though i wasn't dating him i was so happy with the friendship we had but my feeling for him never died they just keep getting stronger.