I’m afraid they don’t like me
Trying to please in my own way
The feeling of acceptance urging me
Cost me to lock myself on the shell
Memories of mine toughly reveal
That I’m not being true to myself…
Disguise my heart with a mask
Leaving a deep remark
Confusion arise that engulfed;
So many what if on my heart…
I wanted to know the answer
But my fear trying to keep me on staying
Taking a first step is like breaking my mask
I don’t know what to do like an infant child,
Wanted to retreat the battle and back into pretending
But there’s a force that seize and keep me on going…
It was new and breezing me harshly
My comfort zone is at stake
But I need to endure and conquer this
For the answer that I want to get…
