Beep..
Beep..
Beep..
I groan as i use my left hand to turn off my alarm. oh my god its actually the first day of my senior year, wow. i rip the covers off my body.
oh sweet Jesus what am i gonna wear
what if i look ugly
ugh i slap my hands over my face and take a deep breath.
okay Lia you got this
I went into the bathroom and strip out of my clothes and prepare my shower after that i step into the bath and wash my body and hair. i step out and rap a big pink fluffy towel around myself. I went back inside my room and sit in front of my vanity mirror. i lotion my body and apply a bit of make up. i may have the title of queen bitch but let me tell you i am not that bad and i don't use too much make up because i don't like having a cake on my face.
once i am finish i got up and went over to my walk in closet, let me tell you it is huge. i scan through some of my clothes but didn't find anything i like so i start to panic.
OK deep breaths Lia
shut the fuck up
screw you bitch
for a second i was fighting with mu sub conscious.
After another 5 minutes of thinking i chose a black ripped skinny jeans , a baby blue crop top and a vans. i don't like clothing that shows my cleavage but ones which makes me comfortable. i just curl my hair and let it down to my waist.
i remove my phone from the charger and place it in my pocket. i also grab my purse, bag and keys and dash out my room. i quickly went down the stair taking two at a time and almost fell but luckily the railing saved me.
" Good Morning mom, daddy, Ashton" as i wall into the kitchen. Ashton is my 12 year old brother and let me tell you he is the sweetest human you will ever met. " Good Morning dear " both mom and dad said as Ashton came charging towards me, i hug him and kisses his forehead why my parents smile like idiots.
" have a great day at school" ash said and i smiled " same to you buddy". i went to hug my parents and tell them goodbye. i grab an apple and dash out the door into my car and head towards school.
when i reach school i park my car and got out. seeing the students makes me want to go back home and lay in my bed all day. i walk pass groups Hearing their whispers. i continue walking so i could go to main office for my schedule but someone dumped into me.
" listen amma make this quick, get the out my way" i said bitterly to the trembling girl in front of me, i motion my hand for her to run along and so she did. i just smile and continue my journey to the main office.
there was a lady that look like she was in her mid forty seated behind her desk, i cleared my throat and she look up with a little smile. " hello dear, how may i help you?" she said politely, she actually seem nice, i looked at her name tag and saw that her name was Martha Jones. " Hi miss Jones, i came to collect my schedule and locker number" i said with a smile. "whats your name dear?" she questioned and i simply answer her, doesn't she know who i am .
if she did she wouldn't ask your name dumb-ass
shut it and thanks doctor Phil
" Amalia Gonzales" i said, she did some typing on your computer then print out a paper and scribble something on a sticky note and pass it to me. " thanks" i said with a smile. " no problem dear, have a wonderful day".
i eyed the paper
first period ~ English ~ Mrs Belmont
second period ~ Calculus ~ Mrs Hunter
third period ~ home Economics ~ Mr knight
fourth period ~ Anatomy ~ Mrs Baker
Lunch
fifth period ~ History ~ Mr Sullivan
sixth period ~ gym ~ Mr Murphy
seventh period ~ Technology ~ Mrs Bancroft
eight period ~ French ~ Mrs Watkins
huh, i smile and make my way to find my locker. i put in the combination and place few of my books in and some other stuff. where is Becka? and where the fuck is Jake? i wonder. soon after i was checking Instagram when i heard someone shouting " Lilly poo! i missed you " and running towards me like a mad person. i stare at my best friend Becka is shock, she didn't just do that. i was almost knocked of my feet when she came crashing into me. " Becka dear not to be rude or anything but what the hell are you wearing and you saw me yesterday" i exclaim but she just look at me with a face said don't ask.
" so where is the lover boy" she ask tensing me with a cheesy grin. i just shrug" i haven't seen him yet"
oh let me tell you about Becka, she is just like me except she isn't a virgin that's why we get along so well. she likes parties just like me. she has perfect long black hair, blue eyes, full lips and perfect body. Becka has been my friend since kindergarten and i love her just like a sister, she knows all my secrets and she is the only one that knows that Jake is forcing me to do the nasty with him. Bomber right.
" let me see your schedule so i can know if i need to go change mine " she said grabbing it as i am about to hand it to her, i cringe at her action. i almost got an heart attack when i heard an ear piercing scream making me jump about 5 ft high in the air. " wrongs wrong with you? i know you were mental bu..." i was saying but she cut me off " our schedule are almost the same except we don't have fifth period together " she said grinning like a Cheshire cat and doing some kind of dance, i just shake my head and smile.
The bell suddenly ring and everyone started rushing to class. " get out of our way tramps " i shout causing everyone to make a space in the middle for us to walk as Becka and i made our way down the corridor but i stop when i notice Jake standing there smiling at me.
Jake is the bad boy of Eastwood high, he is a quarter back, player and my boyfriend. rumors said he is apart of some gang but the are called rumors for a reason right? Jake has dirty blond hair, blue eyes, with a sexy body which is covered in tattoos. let me tell you i like them that way. hahaha
we walk up to him and he put his arms around my waist causing me to blush." hey babe " i beam at him, " how is my baby doing ? oh hey there Becka" he said. she doesn't really like Jake but she reply with a lazy hi and told me see would see me in class. " never been better , we should go i didn't want to be late" i stated and started walking away but he grab my wrist and his next words made me stare at him " lets skip and go to the janitors closet we can make out a little" i shake my head. he cant be serious can he?.
" No i can't sorry " i said and free his hand off my wrist and was about to walk away but he grab my hair causing pain to curse through my head and i try my best to hold back the tears that was threaten to fall. " listen here slut, i know you fuck everyone in this school so come on its nothing for you" he whispers harshly , i could see the anger in his eyes and threw me into the wall. i was frozen as i sat on the ground and the tears finally make its presents known and to think i was scared that's an understatement, i was terrified.
" Are you cheating on me ?" he suddenly shout making me jump a little while shaking with fear, i just shook my head but i saw disgust, anger, disappointment flash through his eyes and he place a piece of cloth in my mouth and told me not to take it out then starts kicking me. i scream my lungs out but no one could hear and at this moment i wish someone could come and save me or the ground just open up and swallow me.
