So I need to stop texting you so much at night because I'm getting to used to it... tonight I cried cuz I couldn't talk to you..if I'd known you were just going to vanish on me.. I would've kept playing cuz I'd rather feel a little guilty then curled in a ball crying.. easy way out ig..
Idk what happened.. but I'll talk to you tomorrow.. and please do understand why I need to cut back on talking to you to much.. it just hurts to heavily to not have you where I'm used to you.. I miss you... like... a lot... and... I'm gonna try and sleep... I miss you.. again.. sorry.. feeling kinda sensitive rn... idk.. just feels really empty.. hopefully you'll be here tomorrow... one last time.. happy 9months... um.. yeah.. so.. bye.. I guess..
