Shawn Mendes Imagines

Roses Part 2 [♬18]

Imagine feeling bad for what happened between you and Shawn, after finding out how he felt.

"May!" Shawn yelled

"What?" Said holding back tears as I turned and looked him in the eye."

"Why are you so mad."

I don't know, maybe it's because you wrote a beautiful song for me, or maybe it's because you surprised me? Wait, it's because you choose to sing the song for me in front of my boyfriend."

"May."

"Did, you mean it?"

"The song?"

"Yes, was treacly for me, or was it over exaggerated to make a good song?"

"It .. it was hundred percent or you. Everything was true, everything I wrote was true."

"Perfect," I Whispered

"May, I wanted to surprise you, not make you upset, and if you don't feel the same way."

"She, your my best friend, and I have a boyfriend. I need to cool off and think about what to tell Mike. I will talk to you tomorrow."

"All, alright."

I didn't talk to Shawn for the rest of the party, nor did I talk to my parents. I knew they knew, and I knew they didn't like Mike, but they loved Shawn.

Mike and I, we had issues, but I really liked Mike, I really did. I know Shawn felt like I didn't like Mike, but I did. I do.

The party ended early than planned, my parents could tell that something had happened.

The car ride was silent.

The dinner table was silent.

The evening was silent.

"May?" Jane smiled as she walked into my room.

"Hey."

"It was a beautiful song."

"Jane, please don't. I am dating Mike."

"May, the four of us have been friends since the start of high school. You have liked Mike, and Mike thought you were cute, I know Jake likes me, and trust me I like him too. The four of us have been so close, but we need tone honest."

"Honest?"

"Mike has already cheated on you once, he doesn't really treat you like his girlfriend, more like a friend, or like a little sister. He treats you like your less than him, he treats us all like that."

"Jane."

"Let me finish. Mike hasn't really been our friend for a few months now. Everyone knows that Jake and I like each other, but that seems to be the only thing Mike talks about with us. Like were are 12 and neither of us has the courage to talk to one another, but we do. Mike has nothing else to talk to us about, and he treats you like shit, and for the worst reason."

"Which is?"

"He treats you like shit because you won't have sex with him because your not ready, and he thinks that's not right. He thinks you should be handing your virginity to him. You should hear what he says about you to other people to other people."

"Jane. I like Mike."

"I know, you like Mike, but you love Shawn."

I did, I do.

I knew that, trust me I did. I had never been happier when Shawn was singing that song to me. I just was scared, because I had to make a decision,  I was scared that things wouldn't work.

I probably crushed his heart, I probably hurt Shawn in ways I never wanted to, I never ever thought about. I did it, I hurt him.

"Jane, can I ask you for a favor."

First, we went to the store, then we headed to Shawn's apartment.

"How are you going to get in?"

"I know the code."

"Okay, but your not going to actually go in."

"Jane, I don't think I can see him right now, not yet."

"May."

"Jane, I friend zoned Shawn. I told him we were best friends and I had a boyfriend. He laid all his feelings in a sang and then sang it for the first time, in front of me. Then I crushed him. I have to do this by myself and my way."

"Okay, good luck."

I walked through the halls, up the stairs, and down a few more halls. I stood in front of his door, I just starred.

Hoping he wouldn't hear me, he wouldn't see me. I was hoping he wouldn't come out, he wouldn't open the door.

I placed the rose in front of his door. Then placed the note carefully on top o the rose.

I would never let anything this beautiful die.

I took a deep breath, then softly knocked on his door and disappeared around the corner before he could see me.

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