The Scientist (Camren)

1. Mistakes

Lauren's POV

Stirring awake I let out a groan. My head was pounding. I felt so fucking nauseous. I stared at the ceiling for a second then sat up. Looking around at the unfamiliar surroundings. Clothes scattered all throughout the room. Thing was. They weren't just mine. I barely had any memory of last night. Beer after beer, shot after shot. I turned to my side seeing a half naked woman asleep. That's not Camila.

Then it all hit me like a car. Everything from last night. And the fact that I had cheated on my wife.

Lauren Jauregui; I'm the biggest fuck up you'll ever meet.

"Fucking hell." I mumbled to myself sighing as I covered my face with my hands. Quickly getting up and getting dressed. I grabbed my phone.

(5 Missed Calls) Camz

(11 Missed Calls) Cara

(15 Missed Calls) Ally

"Fuck." I mumbled to myself shoving my phone in my pocket. Then the woman in bed started stirring awake.

"Morning." She smiled

"Morning." I mumbled tying my shoes

"Where are you going?" she asked wrapping herself in the white sheets

"Back to my tour bus." I answered

"Do you really have to go?" she asked walking over to me

"Yes." I walked away from her. "Last night was a mistake. A huge fucking mistake. I was drunk. I didn't know what I was doing. I was being an idiot. I'm married. So if you think that just because we slept together everything is gonna change. You're wrong." I slipped on my jacket then walked out

I walked out of the lobby and made my way to the hotel where I was staying. I felt sick to my stomach but it wasn't because of the hang over. Well partially but. Because I had cheated on my wife, the love of my life, the mother of my kids. The whole walk to the hotel I just kept thinking how I was gonna tell Camila, how she'd react. I opened the door to my hotel room. Tossing my key and jacket onto the bed.

"There you are! Where the heck have you been? You had me worried!" Ally said hugging me then pulling away to smack my arm.

"OW!" I said rubbing my arm

"Where the heck have you been?" She asked

"We checked the bus again and she-LAUREN!" Cara said walking in

"Where the fuck have you been? You had us worried sick you little fucker." Cara smacked the back of my head

"OW! Would you guys quit hitting me!" I whined

"Where the hell were you?" Cara asked

"Icheatedoncamila." I mumbled

"YOU DID WHAT!?" Ally yelled glaring at me. And boy if looks could kill. She would've fucking murdered me

"Lauren please tell me this is your stupid idea of a joke." Cara looked at me

I looked down at my feet and stayed quiet

"Lauren." Ally said walking over to me

"Yeah?" I lifted my head. Next thing I felt a stinging sensation.

"That's for cheating on Camila." Ally said then slapped me again. "That's for having us worried sick."

The woman was small but boy could she slap. She shook her head at me and walked past me out the door. I let out a deep sigh looking at the other blonde in front of me who gave me a look.

"Fine." I mumbled. Going out after ally.

"ALLY!" I yelled she kept walking. I felt like shit but I guess I was running.

"Ally!" I repeated putting a hand on her shoulder.

I'd known Ally ever since I could remember. And never in my life had I seen this look on her face. It was the biggest mixture of anger , disappointment with a hint of sadness. I knew I fucked up when Ally slapped me because she's the most clam, peaceful and loving person in the world.

"Ally." I sighed

"I've known you all my life. You're my best friend. There's various words that pop into my head when I think of you that I would use to describe you. Never would I have thought that cheater would be on that list." She said letting out a sigh

"Wasn't Camila your dream girl? The girl you literally had the biggest crush on for three years? You adored her so much? You always rambled about how if you got the chance you'd never break her heart. You said she was the only girl you'd marry and settle down with. I don't understand how you can tell me you just cheated on her." Ally let out a scoff "You just ruined everything you worked so hard to get since you were 14 . You just ruined your marriage."That was all she said when she headed back to the room.

She was completely right. I just fucked up everything. I didn't have the guts to walk back to the room after that. I sighed as I walked down to the lobby.

To: Cara
hey, I'm going out for a walk. I'll be back later.

From: Cara
ok, please be careful.

Just as I was going to put my phone away I saw. A FaceTime call from my wife. My heart sank. I hadn't answered her since sometime yesterday. I quickly tried fixing my hair so I didn't look like actual shit then pressed the green button.

"Hi baby !" A big smile appeared on my wife's face.

"Hi, Camz!" I said forcing a little smile

"I was a little worried about you last night. You weren't answering my calls, and I thought something happened." The brunette said with a frown

"I know .I'm sorry ,babe. I was out with Cara and my phone had died." I lied. I would tell her the truth but not right now, not on face time while we're miles away.

"Oh well ok. I'm glad you're okay. I miss you so much. The boys and Audrey miss you too."

"I miss you all more. I can't wait to be back home with you all soon." I gulped. I bit my tongue to keep myself from breaking down.

"Alright well I know you're busy. I just wanted to check up on you. I have to go pick up the boys from school. I love you baby!" Camila smiled blowing me a kiss

"I love you more." I smiled blowing her a kiss as we then waved each other goodbye and hung up.

I was the biggest piece of shit. I've never hated myself more than I did right now.

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A/N: FIRST CHAPTER WOO !