ADHD: A Brallon/ Ryden Fanfic

     Brendon's POV 

"We must reinvent love..." I heard Dallon singing from the kitchen. Th-that s-song, I hadn't heard that song since....

*FLASHBACK*

Ryan walked towards my mic, getting ready to do our usual "thing" we always did when we sang the last verse of "Mad as Rabbits." He leaned over to the mic, closer to my face then nessasary, I loved it. I'd loved it since we started doing it on stage when he asked me out four years ago. "We must reinvent loooooove, reinvent loooove." We sang and sang, feeling the emotion of the song and I grinned at Ryan. He gave me a small smile and we walked to the center of the stage to bow.

"Okay," I told myself after the show when we were heading to the dressing room, "You can do it." I had finally been ready and I knew. I tapped Ryan on the shoulder and nodded toward the only corner of the room where it wasn't filled with people. He got the hint and followed. I reached inside my pocket, searching for the small velvet box which held a small silver band and sighed. I noticed Ryan's shoes were untied and bent down to tie them. He looked strangely at me but said nothing. When I finished I stayed on my knee and puled out the box. "Ryan, will you be mine? Till death do us part?" My teeth were chattering in nervousness. 

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I thought about the memory and his response, and how I threw the small velvet box out of my car window that night, how Ryan told me and Spencer him and Jon were leaving that night. I could feel tears stinging the coners of my eyes but I refused to let them fall. I listened as Dallon continued to sing the chorus. "Stop," I said quietly. "Hmm?" I heard Dallon and he continued to hum lightly. "I said stop," I said a little louder. "Stop what?" Dallon said drumming his finger on the marble counter to the beat of the song blaring through his headphones. Why was he even listening to that?! "Don't, don't sing that - that song." I managed to say before running up to our bedroom and sitting on the edge of the matress with my head in my hand, rejection playing over and over in my mind as tears fell from my as my silent sobs shook my whole body.