Hidden || pjm [ON HOLD]

two

❝im constantly sad, knowing you might not feel the same way as i do❞

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author's pov

at night, after stuffing soju into your throat down your stomach, you drunkly walked to the guest room and lied on the bed and slept, the other members weren't any exception.

after about 30 minutes of you resting, you decided to get your lazy ass up to wash up because you smelled disgusting.

(skipping bathing part)

after wearing your comfy clothes, with eyes half opened, you dragged yourself to the bed.

(next morning)

your pov

"wait wtf did i just touch, but its so comfortable and i feel warmth" as i smiled, with eyes closed.

jimin's pov

"did something just touch my abs?" opening his eyes as he was curious.

"SOHYE!! why are you here? in my bed?" feeling his face heat up, as he screamed.

author's pov

as soon as you heard jimin's curious scream, your eyes immediately opened. also noticing your face heat up. you quickly sat up, away from him and covering yourself with a blanket.(even though you wore clothes)

"i remembered showering and going back to bed,but at least i found myself sleeping in your bed and not others," as you scratched your head,grining innocently.

"what do you mean by that sohye," as jimin furrowed his eyebrows.

"i like you jimin,i do" as you mumbled under your breath.

"what did you say?" jimin said.

"jimin honestly i've liked you even befofe you debuted but i was afraid you might not feel the same way and it hurts me deeply in the heart everytime i see you smile and laugh in front of me," as you bravely confessed.

"sohye ah, im sorry, we've been friends for the longest and i dont it want to become awkward in between us and the others :(," he replied,firmly.

your pov

"jimin just punched you in the heart.
you wanted to break down and cry.
you barely mustered the courage to confess and yet he doesn't think for a second or two and just rejected you."
thoughts started flowing in, you felt unwanted.

"oh okay its fine," i replied, trying to hold my tears back.

author's pov

"im so sorry sohye, you deserve a better man," as he holds your hand, looking at you in the eye.

"its okay" as you profusely told him,upset inside.

at that moment, you felt unwanted and pathetic, you wished you'll get ill.

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this chapter is really short because i didnt want to connect it to the first if not it will be very long :/ nonetheless i really hope you liked this chapter !! please share and vote if you like it so far, thank you for your support and i thank tzuyan author-nim (@.jiminification) for the encouragements !! ♥️♥️
(unedited so excuse all typos or tenses or grammer)