Chapter 42

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This chapter made me so emotional I don't know if it will for you guys, but it did for me :')

Songs for this chapter:

The Reason - Hoobastank

Autumn Leaves - Ed Sheeran (I love this song so much!)

Unconditionally - Katy Perry

Bloom - Paper Kites (YOU MUST LISTEN TO THIS SONG OR ELSE)

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"Y-you planned this?" I ask. Why has he planned it like this? Why wouldn't he tell me?

He nods.

"You should've told me! It's not fair!" I shout making his grin disappear.

"I just thought-" He starts but I cut him off.

"You thought what?! That I would somehow fall for you manipulating me and following you everywhere? I would never!" I say and panic starts to kick in as I stand up. Is he going to do me like Nash? I'm scared. Is he going to be another person?

"Listen." He replies simply and stands up so he's at the same level with me and I look away, trying to hide the confusion behind my readable eyes.

"Look at me, I can see it right through you. I probably know you more than your parents here." He responds cheekily and I left a trace of a smile. It calms me down to see him calm. That's weird isn't it?

"Okay, so let's talk about 'us'." He speaks up and I nod. Our faces are close, the rim of his curls tickle my forehead which peeks out behind my bangs that are getting longer everyday and I can feel his hands tight on my wrist, not letting me move. He drags his hand up and tucks some hair behind my ear and smiles.

"What about it?" I say, I'm still a tiny bit angry at him for not telling me about this. He can't just go controlling me like this.

"I know I should do this now- we should do this now because we both know, you and I, that we're not good for each other but we need eachother. No matter what happens, if an asteroid were to fall and hit me, it will not one bit lessen my affection for you and the fact that I am in love with you will always be bigger than this entire universe. I know I've done so many fucked up things, but I promise that it won't ever happen again. I know my girl and I will know what happens when she's sad, happy, angry or frustrated. I can promise that I'll love you as long as you want me to and as long as you'll be here for me too. But if you go, I'll chase you and for whatever reason, I'll get you back. I'll always try and I won't promise that I'll stop." At this point, I start tearing up, it's like he's pouring everything I want to hear into my heart and it fills it with joy.

"And that's why I want you to forgive me, give me a chance." After that sentence, I immediately understand. He wants me, I want him too, but I am convinced that this is a little too fast.

"Harry, all of this is a little too fast, maybe sometime later? Like before, we stayed friends until MSG, it's not that hard." I speak.

"It might not be hard for you but I fell for you harder than I'll ever suspect and I will never ever lessen my affection for you because it'll always be there, always. It's hard for me to see your smile, you face, your beauty and your happiness when I know that you aren't mine and I can't kiss you and hug you the way that I would if I made you mine. I know I'm treating you like a property but to be perfectly honest, you know too well that you are also mine and deeply, you want me more than anyone." He rushes his words without a pause for breathing.

"I-" I'm in loss of words, I've been waking up to only the desperation and hunger for him so much that I've come to the conclusion that maybe it's time to stop and we'll be parted when the contract ends, but his words seem to pull those thoughts away.

"Please, just-" Harry speaks and I feel pressure on my chest, his head lays there. I can feel the beads of tears through the sheer texture of the material on my shirt. Instinctively, I lift my arms and put my hands on his bandana. I stroke his soft, silky hair and wiped the tears on his cheeks, pretty soon, I started crying too. It wasn't those sad, disappointing tears that I'd shed a few times through the past 5 and a half month, but it was finally one of those tears where it came out of nowhere because I am beyond happy. I love this feeling because he is spilling everything I want to hear and it just became more sweeter and sweeter every syllable.

"Didn't you think that I forgave you ever since you saved me from Nash?" I asked, he lifts his head up, he's stopped crying now.

"I wanted to make this official somehow," He says and I chuckle at his attempt to be funny.

"I love you though" I tell him and he pulls me into the warmest embrace anyone could give. 

"And to promise you," He says, he picks something out of the picnic bag. It's looks like a thin piece of rope and in no time I realize that it's a necklace. It's a sliver necklace. "I'm going to give you this." He finishes his sentence and puts the necklace around my neck, softly placing my hair to my sides, kissing my neck before clasping the ends of the necklace to put it into place.

"It's beautiful." I gasp as I look down at the silver heart dangling down to the center of my chest.

"Open it, love." He whispers.

"What?" I question. I fiddle with the heart, observing and analyzing, trying to figure out the different ways to open it and suddenly I find a hole. A key hole, it requires a key.

"Where's the key?" I ask and face Harry. He smiles and exposes his necklace too. It's a golden vintage key.

He gently grasps my necklace and unlocks it, when it pops out, I find a piece of parchment inside, folded in the shape of a paper airplane. I unwrap it and read the small note despite the limited amount of space.

"forever, you and me, everyday." I read aloud what the note says and I put my hands to my lips. He quoted The Notebook.

"I- I'm in loss of words." I say to him and tear up, making his dimple grin go even wider.

"You're my Allie and I'm your Noah. We'll grow old, be in love, I never dream to be separated from you." He grins and I put the parchment back in the necklace, closing it. I pull him in a big embrace, full of love and raw affection.

I am his Allie and he's my Noah. It's not the end after all. And there will never be one.

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Yours Truly,

SwiftandShums x :) ♡

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