Don't Be Mad At Me

Chapter 4 ~EDITED

Chapter 4: Flashbacks and the past.

Madelyn's POV

"Okay, I'm going to borrow Angel and Maddy for the rest of lunch. Okay guys, bye." Axel said and we  left the table to go and talk.

When we reached the library, the place where we usually go to when we need to talk.

"Alright Maddy start explaining." Angel said to me with a stern voice.

"Okay, where do I start?" I asked Axel, I knew she would say that I should start with the day I left and never turned back until now.

"Start on the day before you left. I knew you were out with Nic right before you left." She said with a huge grin of her face.

"Did you two do it?" Angel asked as she started getting all hyper all of a sudden.

"NO! Oh God no. We just went on a small date." I said in a low voice.

"Okay then start the sob story." They both said at the same time.

"Okay. I am going to start but it is not a sob story." I said defiantly.

-----------------------------Flashback------------------------

Nico and I were headed to someplace unknown place. He wouldn't tell me where he was bringing me. Some days I like him a lot and some days I want to rip his head off, and today is one of those days. He made me hang on to him for my precious life. He made me rode his baby, aka his motorcycle.

The moment we stopped I recognized the place. We were at the lake, the place where I fell for him for the first time. The memory of him rescuing me from drowning in the lake. That day was my favorite day ever, he was so sweet, caring, funny, and most of all he proved that he truly did care about me.

"Why did you bring me here?" I asked as I began tearing up a bit.

"Well I just wanted to bring my girl here so I can show her something..." he said as he looked at the lake.

"Really what?" I asked excitedly.

"Come here." He said as he pulled me closer to his side.

And then I saw the most beautiful sky ever. He brought me here to see this... he is such a sweet boy. 

"So, do you like it Madds?" he asked nervously.

"No." I said but I smiled, too bad my back was facing him. Then I turned around to him and his head hung low. I walked over to him and lifted his head so we're face to face. "Nico, I love it." I said with a hearty smile.

He hugged me like he didn't want to let me go in forever. I hugged him like my life depended on it. I was leaving tomorrow. I planned on telling him today but how could I? How could I tell him I was leaving halfway across the globe to the Philippines? I couldn't do it. I don't have the heart to tell him that.

I felt him loosen so did and he asked "What you thinking about, princess?"

"Uhm... nothing." I said shakily.

"Tell me, okay. You can tell me anything."

Here goes nothing. "Would you be mad if I left?"

"No, I wouldn't be mad." He said to me

"Why?" raising my eyebrows at him.

"Because I'll never ever, ever let you go. Even if the sun wont shine even if the-" I cut him off.

"Okay, that's enough of "pinoy" love songs. I think Sam Conception is embarrassed enough." I said half happy and sad. 

Happy cause he made me laugh and he accepts that side of mine. But sad 'cause I will have to leave everything behind for more than a year though. I have to, I want to spend the limited time I have left with my one and only best guy friend, James. James Jimenez, he was diagnosed with lung cancer when we were in grade school and he was always there for me, now it's my turn to be there for him.