"Im Okay"

Chapter 5

Sometimes it's good to cry,

I shed a tear wishing you were here, wishing you never said goodbye,why did you leave you were all I ever had,why is this world so evil, why is it so bad, they took you away and left me scars, you are now a beautiful shining star, I wish I could see you one more time before I said for well but sadly I was too late and now my life is hell , I use to try to hurt myself to be with you again but you can't always be an angel that suicide brings, my loud sobbing gets harder and harder as the picture of you gets farther and farther, your smile takes me to extremes feelings, feelings I've never felt , the moment I heard you were gone, my world started to melt, you said you'd see me again and that we would never depart, next thing you know all that's left is my crumbled heart, god why did you do this you stole my best friend, she told me she would be with me till the very end, the end was to soon to sad and lonely, she is gone and so is the old me, I beg you bring her back you god damn vulture , do it now or take me with her, my eyes start to get weary, as this world begins to get dreary, please tell my why you did this to me , you cause me scars, you caused me pain, you caused the lights to go out again , you saw the blood stain tears over the carpet, you saw the blade that I kept In my pocket, why can't you just understand and see , why can't you just let me be, I'm fine on my own, I can do this by myself, I don't need your help, I don't need your help, you crowd me in you called me a baster you act like you loved me a thing of disaster,bring my best friends back again, make my heart reopen, all that's left is gone and broken, I just want the rain to stop falling from the sky, happy days and no tears in my eyes, tell the devil to leave me alone , tell him that I'm fine on my own, I won't be your slave I won't be deprived, I promised myself

I won't cut a thousand times