"I Search Through My Eyes"
Sometimes I search through my own eyes,
to find pain because I should feel something,
but when I find no pain,
it's painful and it kills me inside,
Because I used to be happy, be free,
But now I'm drowning in a clouded sea,
Sometimes I look into my own eyes,
To see what I feel,
Every time I see the truth my train seems derailed.
My heart hurts when I look at you blankly,
All I see is no pain, not weakened,
I keep on searching because maybe one day,
I'll see a small light,
Maybe some day.
