Lines From My Soul

Living Life (a small part of a story from my mind)

One, two, three.
One two three.
I counted in my head as i climbed up my school steps.
Deep breaths, one, two three.
Reaching the top i heaved and push through the door of my classroom, greeted by class mates who Ive known for years. But who dont know me at all. I always have jitters when entering a classroom for the first time in a new standard. I dont let it show though.
Smirking i make my way to the back and dump my bag on the seat next to a girl who looked like she wanted to sit anywhere but near me. Not giving her a chance to freak out i block the exit and sit down.
"Hi! Im Gemma." i say smiling sweetly.
"yeah. I know. " she said pushing her way out and scurrying away. I sign in disappointment feeling my heart bang inside my chest and the tightness around my throat. All i want is for everyone to see me the way i am. But i guess, another year of outcast. Sitting quietly i look around and see other kids talk to each other excitedly, catching up or beginning a random conversation.
If only..whatever...
Tears well up in my eyes but i wiped them away.
No use crying over these losers, their not worth it.