GoodBye..

Lonely

❗Before you guys read this. I need to tell u first that I'm not good in English that much esp in grammar 😥.. So yah.. But I'll try my best 😊❗

Chaeyoung ahhh.. Chaeyoung ahh.. Wakey wakey.. ~~ *soft voice*

Chaeyoung got awake by a beautiful voice calling her name.. She sit up at her bed and let out a sight. She look at her phone. It's 7.00 am (Saturday).

Don't sleep again u lazy cub. Stand up and go to bath.. ~~*soft voice*

Chaeyoung let out a sigh again before she get out from her bed and go to bathroom..

In the bathroom, while taking a shower she cry and cry nonstop and just sit at the corner of the shower letting the water flow all over her body..she keep saying, "i miss u, i miss you, i, miss you, I miss you.."

Chaeyoung ahh ~~ Don't be in the shower that long, You'll get cold *soft voice *

Chaeyoung turn off the shower and let out a big sight again.. She stand up and grab her towel and go inside her bedroom and start dressing.

Remember to wear socks ok? I think it's almost snow outside *soft voice *

Chaeyoung grab a pair of socks inside the drawer that have a penguin design on it. Chaeyoung look at it. Tears start to fall again on her cheek. She hug the socks and knees down while crying. "why did u leave me?" chaeyoung said painfully quitely.

Chaeyoung ahh~~don't forget to eat your breakfast,you need to have an energy before you start your day *soft voice *

Chaeyoung wipe her tears, she wear the socks, stand up and  go to the kitchen with the tears that still drying on her cheeks. She grab a box of cereal, two bowls and two spoon. Each of it have a tiger and penguin design but one bowl and spoon is pink in color while other is blue in color. Chaeyoung open her fridge and took out a bottle of milk. She put the bowls and spoon to the table, pour cereals and milk into both of the bowls.

Chaeyoung ahh, did u know that 2ne1 release a new song? It title "goodbye ". I love it so much! I hope u will listen to it. I'll bet you love it*soft voice*

Chaeyoung stare at her bowls. She watch the cereals get soaked and start to sink to the bottom of the bowl. She then look at another bowl that she put in front of her. "mina.. I Miss U " said chaeyoung

Chaeyoung ahh ~~do u know what day today? I hope u remember! I'm on my way to airport now. Anyway babe happy anniver.. *beep *chaeyoung turn off the voice mail. The soft voice start to fade. Everything seem to be quite "you said you on your way.. Where are you.. Then.. Liar" chaeyoung said quietly..

She take her car keys and start the car engine. She drive her car to a place that she hate the most.. But what can she do.. Her lover wait for her there. On her way there, Chaeyoung saw a lots of people playing snow with their love one. Happy and full of laughter. But yet she never smile even once but instead a painful scream and tears that come out.

Chaeyoung stop her car. She already arrive at her destination. She walk through the white thick snow. She cry more and more as she see her love one right in front of her. She keep on walking until she arrive at her lover.

*i suggest you guys to listen goodbye song by 2nel while continue reading this 🎧*

Chaeyoung touch the hard cold stone in front of her while saying :

Mina.. How are you? I hope u happy up there.. I miss you.. It's Christmas now and i hate it.snow is everywhere. I want to make an angel on the snow like i usually do.. No.. Like we both annually do. But i don't want to do it anymore.. Never.. Why should i make an angel when i already have my very own beautiful angel up there.

Ur a liar u know.. Don't u remember u promise me that we will grow together until we old? Then why r u leaving me? We not even old u know *chuckle in painful *I've been listening ur last voice mail to me every day and it's killing me. I hate u.

It's exactly 1 year today since you leave me. This one whole year is just the same .. everyday feel the same. Zero,LONELY, painful and full of sadnees cry, hate, love.. Missing someone that I'll never ever met again. I hate this feeling. I hope.. I hope i die and meet u right now.

Also, happy anniversary babe. Believe it or not.. It's already 10 years since we together.. I will never forget our memory all this time. I'll cherish it till the end.

Oh ya, the flower u gave me is blooming beautifully again. It's so beautiful just like you. I will go to the zoo today and watch penguins there.. *chuckle in sadness *.. And play some arcade game.. I know I'll loose.. But who care.. Mina. Please wait for me.. Goodbye.

Chaeyoung walk away from the grave stone with a smile on her face and tears flowing down from her eyes.

On the grave stone.. It's written.

"in the memory of a beautiful wife that lost in a aeroplane crash
-mina-"