Chapter 1♥

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"If I’m louder, would you see me?", I was blasting More Than This in my room, while putting some more posters in my room. I put up my last poster, and it was Niall James Horan. I am a huge fan of One Direction, and I can say i have a thing for Niall. I love his voice, and everything else about him. He was just beautiful, and i would love to be his princess. Just one problem, he probably won't like me. Did i mention i am constantly getting made fun of because of the way I look. Sometimes people will tell me i should die because i am to ugly to be in the world. They say i am worthless, and if i was gone no one would care. I am suicidal, and i have tried to kill myself about 5 times. I do cut myself, so i usually wear something to cover it up. My parents have tried getting me help, but it doesnt help. The only thing that actually makes me feel like i matter, is One Direction. Trust me, they have helped me a lot. One time i was in my room, with a bottle of pills. I was taking them one by one killing myself slowly. I was feeling weaker and weaker. I was crying while doing it, and i was about to take another one. Then i looked around my room, and i saw a picture of One Direction. I knew that they wouldn't want me to do this. I decided to scream for my mom, and she help me up. She took me to the hospital, and they saved me. That suicide attempt was the closest I was to dying. If i didn't see their picture, i would not be here today. One Direction was going to be in NYC today, and i am going to go see them at their hotel. I am going with my best friend, her name is Bella. She is my only friend, and she is like my sister. She is always there for me, and i can trust her with anything. Since i only have one real friend, i talk to a lot of people online. I have made some friends on twitter, so i am always on it. I tweeted:

@Krissyluvsyou: Off to follow @onedirection while they are in NYC! wish me luck! #stalkingtime

Some of my twitter friend were wishing me luck, and if i do see the boys to send them pics. I promised them i would if i met or saw them. Bella texted me that she was on her way to my house. I wasnt even ready yet. I go and get dressed, do my make-up, do my hair, and then the door rang. "Perfect timing", i thought to myself. We wanted to be there as early as possible, so i ran out the house. Her mom was driving us to the city, so a went into the car. Bella was sitting in the back with me, and she was really happy. I was noticed while i was in the car, that i forgot my bracelets. Now you can see all my cuts, and they look bad. Now, if i meet the boys they won't like me. I had to hide the cuts. There was nothing for me to cover them with.

Bella's mom dropped us off at the hotel, and there were some girls there. I guess that not a lot of people were going to come today. More and more girls came as the time passed, but not a lot of them. Then we saw a car pull up, and i knew it was them. I got my camera ready, and then paul came out. Bella scream at Paul, and Paul answered her. He then went and opened the door. Harry came out first, then Louis, then Zayn, then Liam, and last was Niall. The stood there, and they took pictures with everyone. I went to go talk to Harry and Louis. They were hilarious, and then i took a picture with Harry. He gave me a hug, said i was beautiful. He took my hand, and whispered to me,"Babe, you are beautiful. dont hurt youself ok?" He asked me if i had twitter, and i said yes. he told me to write it down, and that if i ever need someone to talk to, he was there. I then gave him a hug, and said thank you. i wen to go take a picture with Louis next. Louis gave me a hug, and said,"babe, dont do that to yourself. You are beautiful." i said thank you, and he gave me his number. He said if i ever need someone, to call him. I was about to cry, they care about me, and they said i was beautiful. Them saying i was beautiful, made me feel happy. I actually felt happy for once. I went to take a picture with Liam, and he gave me his number too.  He was really sweet to me and Bella. I went to Zayn , and took a picture with him. He gave me a hug, and he saw my cuts. He pulled me  to the side, and talked to me, just us two. He was really sweet, and he did what Louis and Liam did. I got his number, and he was flirting with Bella, and i could tell Bella didnt mind at all. Last one was Niall, so i walked up to him. He gave me a hug, and started talking to me. Not a lot of people were around Niall, and it looked like it made him kind of sad. i asked for a picture, and he said, "sure thing babe!" Nial James Horan just called me babe. I was screaming inside. We were talking for a long time, and he was beyond sweet. He saw my wrists, and he gave me his number. When he gave me his number, he said, "babe, call me if anything. We should go out one day, mabye you can show me around? " I said of course i would show him around. He gave me a hug, and then he had to go.

I found Bella still with Zayn, and you could tell there was love in the air. Zayn had to go, and i went up to Bella. We started walking away, and when we turned the corner, we started jumping around. We were so happy. We went back into her mom's car, and took out our phones. We both went on twitter and tweeted.

@Bellatastic: Life changing moment spent with my best friend @Krissyluvsyou :3 @zaynmalik @NiallOfficial @Harry_Styles @Louis_Tomlinson @Real_Liam_Payne you guys are the sweetest. great meeting you today! :)

@Krissyluvsyou: BEST DAY EVER<3 @Bellatastic knows exactly what i am talking about! ;3 @zaynmalik @NiallOfficial @Real_Liam_Payne @Harry_Styles @Louis_Tomlinson are the sweetest boys ever. Lovely time meeting you boys! :) thank you for everything!

I had a bunch of new interactions on twitter. The boys tweeted me, and followed me. Harry DMed me, and then i saw Niall mentioned me in one of his tweets! My day couldn't get any better, I mean Niall the one i love, wants to hang out with me. "Why me?" i thought to myself,i mean i wasnt complaining at all that he wants to hang out with me, but i am just suprised he actually liked me.

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