Tough Isn't it? Life, knowing you wake up to the same routine, cause the same actions and are left to repeat it daily. It becomes a chore, something you do not wish to do and yet, for some reason we do it. For me, Well, I do it for a different reason. You see, theres this girl who captured my heart unsuspectingly in such a way that to this day still amazes me on all corners of my mind. It's funny to think that she was an angel, someone with such beauty, uniqueness, and Imagination. Her name Is dayse, just her name alone is enough to send a shiver down my spine, the way her eyes burn into my heart like fire and her hair flows down like silk, something that seems out of this world, has been a reality. Let me put it this way, she shows me the way, she tells me right from wrong and she knows how to make even the worst situations into a advantage. I could only be so lucky to have seconds with her. Being near her is enough to create paradise, for she is the true definition of heaven. The way her voice is pure innocence, her heart is mature and her view of even a fool like me is open. The feeling of her next to me reminds me of spring, Perfect.
Isn't life strange? The question of who we will end up with, when, and where darts past us all. You may be very well lucky to find it in even the most empty places. If I could take a moment and speak to her without intterruption, to say what I would want to say, This would be it; You are my sunshine, my world, my reason I wake up and sleep early, the reason I take caution with myself and why I an who I am. You are also the reason I stutter, I slur and mix up words that can easily be avoided. The reason Im clumsy when youre near and why my eyes always seem to find you. All the feelings I can never say to you directly are all here for you, and on days like this, Im not afraid anymore, you are by my side when I have to make choices and when that time comes I fear of messing up or making myself look foolish in front of you, what makes me turn red like wine. Yet, when I face something that relates to you, something that you are going to see and something I WANT you to see, I have no fear, I have no regrets and when I say a god must have thought I wss deserving to be given someone so perfect I mean it. You are my hopes, my dreams, and my reasons why. Who you are is something and someone Ive searched for my entire life, someone who until recently we figured out just how much we truly meant to each other. Going into the past of being high schoolers who were annoyed with one another and who fought over nothing to a pair, a living example of Yin and Yang, I suppose. To this day Ill never understand why it was me who was given this gift, though Ill never forget it either.
In the end theres just one thing to say and one thing to ask you, Thank you for being here with me in this long journey called life, thank you for pushing me through the thick layers of problematic behaviors and thank you, dayse, for showing me that theres more to life than just thinking lowly of myself. What I want to ask is tough, because it takes a team and ut takes trust, and love, and just everything you would want from me. So, with that being said, I want to know if Youll forever stay by my side, through thick and thin, heaven and hell, blah blah, you know what Im getting at here. I want to know if youll forever be my wife?
Forever. My sweet darling.
