duuudeee
i honestly feel so terrible rn
like
im just so upset at how i dont even feel about my own gender n sexuality
like ik you dont have to label yourself but im just constantly thinking about it alot and I just,,
I can't
my friend who's always there to litsen to me about my personal problems can't contact me bc personal reasons n the only way we talk is through phone,,
n i rlly need them rn
i really do
n i miss them so much
god,,
i just wish i had more friends like them
but I can't even say hi to someone without overthinking it and fucking it all up
it all feels like im a burden to every one exept for them
i just wish i could have them back
im sorry you had to read that.
