songs

shooting star(use in music)

If I speak honestly I'm lost,
Engulfed by my self hatred,
I live surrounded by icy frost.
I cant remember when my joy ended.
I was young when my depression set in like a weight on my shoulders.
I wish I could remember what confidence feels like.
But the air around me just seems to get colder.
I wish I knew what it's like to feel right.
To understand who I am.
To not feel alone.
But my heart just aches again.
I'm drowning lost with now where to go.
My family think they know who I am.
I wish I could tell them the truth.
But I've always just hid and ran.
From the reality that'd plagued my youth.
I wish I could escape my poisoned mind.
A prison of loathing.
Somehow the stars became misaligned.
I wish I could forget,
I wish I didn't regret,
I wish...
I wish...

I wish i could go back to smiling again.

I wish...
I wish...

I am not a perfect person,
I wish you'd remember that,
The reason for depression,
Words hurt they forget that,

I know I'm flawed,
I don't need you to tell me,
But societies perfection is only fraud.

Yet they continue to lay it down,
Well forget You i don't want your plastic crown.
Words can cut like knives if you letem
So put them to rest then forget em.

I wish...
I wish..
I wish you could understand what it like to be human.
Nobody else knows what their doing.
Hypnotized
Caught it the media's lies
Yes we're flawed but that's fine.