those pages ( sequel to texting Harry Styles)

I felt everything

" Now you sure you're okay ?" Harry asks me for like the fifth time, it was early in the morning and I had awoken harry by having a night terror, I had been getting a lot of them when I was in rehab but not as bad as this one, this one felt so feel, I felt everything, every touch, every breath, every sensation, it was terrifying, I was reliving that horror in a dream.

Harry had invited Niall over to help me when he visited me in rehab I had a night terror and  my carer told him what to do, he helped me a lot, I was so thankful they could come together, even though its just to help me,

" Yes Harry I'm fine," I say, smiling up at him, I currently had Niall on my right side and harry on my left, my hands were tightly held by both of them, there concentration solely on me,

I started to try and stand up but was stopped by both males pulling me down by the hands that they held hostage, 

" what are you doing ?", Niall asks, 

" I need a pee" 

they both immediately dropped my hands and I chuckled at them, I got up and slowly made my way over to the bathroom.

I washed my hands then unlocked the bathroom, slowly and carefully making my way back to the bedroom, what I saw made me gasp a little, they were both still sat on the bed but they were hugging, this made a smile appear on my face, I knew they would make up.

You know those stupid floorboards that always squeak at the wrong time, well it happened, the two males immediately separated and looked in my direction, the awkwardness was begging to suffocate me so I had to do something.

" I'm going to get breakfast, you guys want something ?" 

they both nodded and stood up, following me down to the kitchen, they both took a seat on the breakfast bar stools,

" so what are you making ?" Nialls ask I started to laugh, Niall looked at me with confusion and Harry just sat there, 

" Me.... cook, I don't think so, I was going to go to maccies" 

" how are you going to get there? you're not safe enough to drive, plus do you even have your car ?" Niall asks, I sigh and look at Harry who was having a nice time eating his fingernails, 

" Harry, Is my name on your car insurance ?" I ask, as sweetly as I could, I brought him from eating his nails,

" uh yeah, I did it before you came out," he says, not sure as to why I was asking, he's got a short patience span sometimes

" great, where are your keys?" I ask, a huge grin plastered onto my face 

" on the key rack ?" he says, pulling his phone out

" great, thank you"I go over to him and kiss his cheek, bringing his attention back to the conversation.

I rushed over o the key rack, getting the keys, rushing to the door I quickly grab any coat I could see and open the door to face the bad weather.

As I walked out I started to put the coat on,  I then realised I had picked up Harrys coat, his scent immediately filling my nostrils as I unlock the car, I scramble in, I sit for a moment, realising I haven't driven a car in ages, I start the car up but then I hear a buzzing, I look around to where it's coming from, I then see its the car, I struggle for a minute to press answer but I finally find it, 

" Hello ?"

" Shannon, get out of my car "

" Harry ? how are you calling the car ?" 

" I'm using Niall's phone, now get out "

" Ummm, no "

" I was instructed to not let you try for at least 2 weeks"

" but I feel fine, plus I'm already on the way to mc Donalds"

"do you even know where you're going ?" 

he had a point, I had no idea where I was going

" uhh yeah duh"

" drive back, now "

" sorry I'm losing connection"

"I can hear you fine ?"

" what, Harry I have to go "

" Shannon yo-"I ended the call, sitting back in the seat, I then realized, I have no idea where I am going.