Different Way To Be Happy...

Pretending

"I don't know... but I can't meet him for now." Disa look sad again
"You can't be like this, you can't act like this."
"Then.. what should I do?"
"If you always avoid him, isn't impossible he will found out that you are jealous and like him. Do you want he know that?"
"No of course."
"Then... stop avoid him and back to normal..."
"How?"
"You must get rid all of your feeling or that will destroy your life. You shall to realise that he will not and never be yours. Understand that he has girlfriend don't even try to steal him from his girl."
"But...."
"No reason... he is your friend you must happy for your friend happiness, you know sometimes we can't get everything we want including "love"."
"Why me?"
"You can't be egoist... he has girlfriend that's his choice."
"But.. why always me? Someone who burden here? I can't endure it again."
"Disa... you are not kids.. you must understand...."
"Okay.. what shall I do now?"
"Well... don't avoid him again, just pretend that you are very supporting his relationship.." said Anggi
"It will so hurt, I hates pretending!"
"You must, if you always avoid him, might be you will lost him instead. Yea It's back to you.. sometimes when you are anger you will get blind in anything."
"It worse than. Can I pray to god to their broke up?" Ask Disa innoncent
"Kids." Anggi fed up
"Humm (tiring face)..."
"You can't force god to do whatever you want. He mustn't not the correct guy for you." Said Anggi
"But you either can't force me to pretend that I'm fine." Disa anwer.
"Okay... I give you a halfway... you can't avoid him instantly, you must still be friend with him.. but do not too close like before."
"Okay.... I will try."
In other side. Tommy just came back from Disa's house and found Anggi there.
"Hey.. finally you home." Said Anggi
"Yea... I just try to meet Disa. But she already left her house, and her phone also off since this morning." Tommy's answer
"You look very worry about her? I don't know you worry because she left the house or because she avoided you."
Tommy just silent without words.
"Tommy.... asnwer me? Are you look worry because she avoid you?" Said Anggi
"What's the hell that question?"
"Answer me?" Said Anggi anger
"Better you back home now, I feel not good now."
"I'm here because I wanna meet you. Forget her... why you always think about her."
"How dare you said that to me? She left a house she even not came here she also not call me. Where is she now? I worry about my best friend."
"No.... you aren't, you must like her more than a friend."
"Stop you..."
Tommy leaved Anggi and entered the house. And Anggi was very sad because Tommy ignored his sadness.
The morning after,
"Tommy.... Anggi is here." Tommy's mother said
"Why she is here again?"
"Are you fight with her?"
"No... I'll meet her now."
"Tommy.. I'm sorry about last night."
"That's ok, but I can't in long time I have to go to school."
"May I accompany you? And this is for you I cooked this morning." Anggi gives Tommy lunch box
"Okay thanks, but you don't need came with me I can go alone.(smile)"

Finally today Disa decide to go to school.
"Are you ready to meet Tommy?" Ask Anggi
"Yea..( smile)"
Disa meet Tommy and corridor.
"You came in?" Ask Tommy
"Yea..." Disa little akward.
"I looked for you yesterday, but Fifi said you left a house, what happened?"
"No..."
"No why? Tell me I'm your friend right?"
"Really nothing, I'm sorry I have to go class now. Bye!"
"Hey Disa .. why you look like avoid me? Because Anggi?" Tommy keep walk into Disa
"No... she is very pretty, I'm happy for both of you."
"Really?"
"Yea.. don't follow me again."
"But why? You changed since you know I have a girlfriend."
"You just misunderstood. Now I want focus with my goal. And I don't think out of another. Please understand me."
"Do you mean? We are not friend again?"
"We are still friend, but we couldn't like before."
"If you say so."
Disa go straight to the class and leaved Tommy alone in corridor.
Honestly Disa was so hurt to say that to Tommy, but she doesn't have an other choice except to stay away from Tommy.
They are not talk to much like before that day at school. When the bell is ringging that mean time to back home. Disa was prepared to her first job at florist.
After she arrived at store.
"Good afternoon! (With full of cheer up)"
"Oohh.. you surprised me. (Smiling)." Answer grandma Alia
"I apology, I'm too excited." Disa defend herself
"(Laughing) I see.. look (grandma Alia give a bucket flower to Disa) this is your first delivery and this is the adress, uhmm can you bike a bicycle?"
"Yea sure..."
Grandma Alia show a white bicycle.
"Have good ride, and take care."
Disa cycling that bicycle for the first time.
An actually she is the one who get lost easly.