Insanity can't compare

The infinite dream

There go my dreams
Fly fly fly away
Everything
I wanted somehow
Destroyed
Or built to some other degree
You see
Not me
Just trying to fade towards eternity

Waiting
Hating
Yearning

It's all very fun right?
You try
Maybe you can die less
Or learn something more
Whichever the case
May you fly
May you...

Hmm
Where did you go?
Ha ^-^
It's ok
You know...
I love you so much
You set my heart free
I just wish...
I let you love me
But instead...
I killed you

I don't know if you cried
I wasn't there
I never was
And that's why when you were revived...
Something broke
Something too deep
Too attached to be fixed
By anyone but me

Now it's all past
And now it's my turn
To decide my own fate
Or let it all burn

But either way
I guess it's ok
I'll just smile or scowl
As my past self decays