Impossibly Possible (Under Construction)

Teardrops and Returning

Jack

It's about 2 in the morning, I've just started a video replying to comments on various things, I'm about to answer the next question when I stop. I slide my headphones of an ear and listen for a moment. It's very faint but definitely noticeable. Someone's crying. I pause all my equipment and then slowly get up and open the door slightly, continuing to listen. The crying is louder now. I follow it down the hall to Ally's room. When I knock lightly, and don't get a reply, I open the door slowly. She's sitting up in bed with her knees to her chest, her choked sobs filled her room. My heart breaks as I walk over to her and cautiously pull her into me. 

She jumps at my touch and looks up at me. "Sean? Oh my god you're okay" she hugs me tighter than she ever has. "it felt so real...y-you died, I thought I'd lost you" she says crying. I smile sadly kissing her head "pretty sure I'm alive Ally" I say trying to comfort her. She hugs me tighter and sniffles, "I hate nightmares" she grumbles. I nod "me too babe, but I'm okay, you're okay, just try to breathe. I'm right here." I say looking at her. She smiles "Thank you" she pauses for a second and then looks up at me "did you just call me babe?" she lets out a chuckle. I smile and shrug "I guess I did, is that okay?" I ask kissing her nose. She nods in approval and does the same to me, "more than okay". We sit there for a second more before she starts to get up "well I better go take a shower, it's gonna be a long day" she says as she kisses my cheek lightly before running off to the bathroom.

I watch her walk away and just sit and think for a moment, sometimes my curiosity get the better of me, and I really have to hold it down. I wanted to ask what happened in her dream, but not wanting to make her relive it. I died? I can't imagine the ways her head could've made that up. I figure it must've been pretty bad to warrant that kind of reaction though. Not knowing how long I'd been sitting here for, I sigh, better get back to it. I head off to my recording room to finish my video. I really don't wanna get ready for school, it's annoying. Our time off together has been mostly good things. I wish we could just keep doing this, but I guess it's good to get back into our routine of things. I really hope today goes well. Knowing for a fact that people will be staring at us. Not only because of Ally's quarrel with Stephanie, but also because we look kind of different now than how we left. Also, I'm sure by now that everyone has heard what happened with Ally's family. It's a very small town and everyone knows everything about everybody. I know Ally's strong though, she'll take this head on, the one thing I'm worried about is, I know there's people in that school who watch my stuff. They've seen me with Ally in them. I've always been a little worried how strangers will take it that I have someone special in my life. Especially when they physically see us. People do crazy things. I just worry about her.

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Ally

I took the longest shower of my life, closing my eyes under the hot water and thinking back to that dream. It was horrible. We got into a car crash, and he was just laying on the pavement, barely hanging on. I was holding him so close and watching the light vanish from his eyes is something I'll never be able to forget. It's so weird how you can actually smell and feel things in dreams, especially if it's something you've smelt or felt before. Like the feeling of a paved road. or the smell of blood... 

I try to shake the thoughts from my head and finish my shower, it's gonna be hard to get through the day today with all these feelings. Something like that is hard to not think about. Jamie will be a good distraction though. I've missed her so much, she's been so focused on school and Jack and I were dealing with everything, so it was just a mess. We didn't get to see each other much. I wanted to show off my new blue hair. I knew she'd be excited about it, ever since I met her she's been my biggest fan, always cheering me on and supporting all my crazy. I decided to go with my dark blue ripped skinny jeans, a grey jumper, a backwards cap, and my usual black and white converse. After packing my bag I made my way downstairs and waited on the couch for Jack. Jack and I have been dating for just over six months. It's really nice, he's so sweet. It feels like so much longer than that though. 

When he finally got out of the bathroom he was wearing all black. His shoes, shirt, pants, and hat we're all black. It made his hair really noticeable. I went up to him and turned his hat around so it was backwards. Then I pulled some of his hair through the hole in his hat, "much better" I say kissing him lightly. "Hey I wanted to ask you something" he says holding me close, I nod for him to continue, "did you call me Sean this morning?" he asks. I can't read his face very well. I think back to it for a second. "I guess I did...I'm sorry" I apologize. I'm sure he prefers to be Jack unless it his family. He smiles and shakes his head, "no don't be sorry, I like hearing you say my name. My REAL name" he says it so softly, almost a whisper and kisses my cheek. I turn a shade darker. Ugh, dirty mind, dirty mind. He lets me go and grabs his keys. "Well, let's go get Jamie" he says swinging the door open.