I'm so devastated right now, all the pain I have been through has finally made me break, It's going to happen tonight. I just know it, all that has happened in my life is just happiness taken away by some people who doesn't even know that they effect me in alot of ways. now I'm tired of this world anf life. Sadly, I'm not done....... yet.
As I arrived to school, people just push me and shove me around like I'm a play toy and need to be played. Other's think insults would be better to toy with me. I don't know how much I can take it, all this pain for nothing, while I admire other people like me get killed for something so noble. Anyways, I just wished it would all stop. Not even my trip to the insane hospital could help me with find a cure for my wretched curse that I was born with. Wish all the pain will end.
As I finished the day off, I made myself dinner and brought a knife with me to a bedroom I vow to never go in again. As I entered in, I saw a bed with two corspes on them, my parents, the ones that only cared for me before they passed away. and besides them a little boys corpse as well, covered in things he could have. Well, I just sat at the edge of the bed of my parents and take a good look at them and said, "I'll be joining you soon, just one more time."
