The End of the World(A Ross Lynch fanfic)

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

Ross' POV

Jayne just looked at me with wide eyes. I stood there not knowing what to say after that. But I have to say something sooo... "Jayne we were meant to be. That's the way our plans played out. Jayne... I... I ... I am in love with you."

Jaynes POV

Uhhh... Ross lynch just said he was in love with me. Ummm... Uhhhh this is oh my god what?!

"Ross we have been going to school together for two years now and you have acted like you didn't even know me. I'm so confused right now. I mean that explains a lot of my feelings and I like you as well. However, I don't know how to just be in love with you. I mean I LOVE you but I'm not in love with you. I don't even know you that well.

"That's completely understandable. Take your time. If you need me I am here for you. Ask anything you'd like." He said with a sincere look on his face. I still cant believe he is in love with me.

"Thanks Ross for understanding. I wanna try this, falling in love with you. Tell me, how did we meet?"

"Well we have known each other since my family and I moved from Colorado. But you were always the most interesting person in my life to be honest. You taught me a lot about myself and helped me figure who I want to be..." We talked for hours it seemed like just walking along the beach. It was nice to relive the past. Eventually it was getting to be sunset and so we returned to the beach with the others to watch it. Rydel had made a bonfire that we sat around and enjoyed some s'mores. As the sun set on the dark blue horizon it became a little chillier. Ross was sitting next to me of course and I felt his big arms wrap a soft blanket around me. I opened the blanket a bit to let him in. We just sat there enjoying the site before us. Ross was warm and his heart sounded like a drum being beat a million miles per hour. Haha it was cute but my heart was beating in sync with his. He made my heart rate speed up and my cheeks warm. This has to be a sign of what he said being true.

After the sunset we all tiredly walked back to the estate. Ross and I behind all the others. He said, "Jayne?"

"Yea?"

"Can I...um...uhh..."

"It's ok you can ask whatever you'd like."

"Can I kiss you?" As soon as the words hit me, I felt a little sick and nervous inside. I have never kissed anyone before and- "Hey kids come inside for dinner!" My father shouted from the back doors. I really did want to kiss Ross. A few seconds after my dad interupted Ross just looked at me with an awkward smile. He started to walk away and I knew that if I just let it go I would be giving in to the fear and sickness of it all.

"Wait Ross, don't walk away just yet. Look I really really like you and I have thought about you all my life. I dreamed about the things I would do with you when I finally met you. But it seems my nervous system is not quite ready for that sort of...of...affection just yet. However, the fight I have in me is strong and I promise you one day the fear will be gone and I will kiss you. For now I want to get to know you and see you before we, you know."

"I understand." He gave me a said face and spun around to walk back to the house.

"Ross?! You said I could take my time."

"I know but it's just one little kiss. We have done it a million times already."

"Yeah, you would remember. I don't. In fact, I don't remember anything. Only that you eat me to death in a room!!"

"Really then what's my favorite color?"

"Yellow... Wait how did you do that? What did you do?"

"I didn't do anything Jayne. You knew that all on you own."

"I guess I do remember a little."

"Alright. One kiss will hold you over?"

"I promise!"

"Ok." He closed his eyes and of course my sneaky self held his head and reached up to kiss his cheek and then I bolted to the house. He ran behind me and yelled, "hey I want a real one!!" He picked me up by my waste and spun me. Then put me down to face him. I looked into those hazel eyes and forgot about everything and I knew I just wanted to kiss him a million times but instead I grabbed his hand and kissed it. He smiled and we walked inside hand in hand.