The Love That Was And Could Never Be!

Hi my name is Emily I am 20 years old and I dated this boy named: Joe Jonas and I still am! Let me tell you something about it: THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE! Because He loved me!,

But I didn't love him back I know it seems wrong but I always said in my mind The Love That Was And Could Never Be! He would Buy anything in the world for me and i appreciated that! But I in my mind I was like Why? Really Why Me? Not anyone else! Like my best friend Miley She is 19 years old! I was on a tv show with her called Hannah Montana We had a great time filming from  2006 to 2011!

And when we did the movie: Hannah Montana: The Movie, We kept laughing because we would always mess up or say something funny!, Anyway she loved Joe! It would have been a perfect match if Joe loved her instead of me!

I want to break up with Joe but I can't because I don't wanna break his heart and I don't wanna hurt is feelings! Has anyone ever loved you and you don't love him or her back? Please tell me! I wanna know! All I want to do is scream!

But what I think about the most is My Acting And My Music! But when I am not thinking about that I'm thinking about Joe and how to tell him I just don't think it's going to work out! You love me and I only love you as a friend not as a boyfriend! I'm Sorry!

But whenever  I think of that it makes me wanna cry and tell someone! Ugh it's so hard! Try being me for a week and see how it feels! Can you blame me for what I think?

If you ever think anything about relationships write them down or put them in a song somewhere private and somewhere you can find them! ----------------Author's Note: Sorry I Know It's Short But I Really Hope You Guys Like It!! -------------------------