Unexplained and Unwanted

As I drew the blade across my skin the relief I felt, the other pain then forgotten for just a little bit. As my mascara runs down my already stained cheeks. I'm left reeling alone the pain the inflict on me the unwanted outcast. I'm a ghost in society.

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I woke up to my alarm blaring, shutting it off I groaned as I lugged my heavy body out of bed and into the bathroom to get ready for the dreaded day ahead.

I seriously didn't bother or try much with my appearance it's not like anyone cared anyways.

I brushed and straightened out my hair before chucking it up in my trademark messy bun, followed by some sweeper eyeliner and some mascara and then some foundation, simple and easy.

I grabbed my black skinny jeans and my favourite band cut-out tank and crop top and chucked them on. I grabbed my vans and shoved my school stuff into my bag grabbed my black hoodie and ran out the door.

Hopefully I won't get another detention.

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Niall's POV

I grabbed the blade and repeated dragged it across my skin. Relief I felt, with each cut, a demon was released. It helped me forget the pain that was inflicted on me by them. Those assholes.

Now I would have to face all new people, at a new school. Yay!

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I smacked my alarm as soon as it started blaring my favourite song.

I rolled over and fell out of bed onto some of my fresh cuts, it hurt like a bitch but it woke me up.

I dragged myself to the bathroom. II'm not usually one to make a statement or whatever but meh it's my first day at a new school why not start afresh.

I jumped I'm the shower and washed away and the dried blood and yesterday's shit dramas off my body. I had the water on burning hot, it helped calm me without using a blade.

I turned off the water and hopped out the shower grabbing a towel and wrapping it around my body.

I grabbed some black skinny jeans a black tee and a black leather jacket and chucked them on, finishing the look with some black and white Nike hightops.

I quiffed my hair higher then usual and then grabbed my stuff for school and ran out the door.

I looked at the time on my phone, gee way to make a good first impression Niall, being late on your first day. The stupid ass voice in my head remarked.

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Avery's POV

Ergh yay I had detention. Then again I was thankful, it meant I could escape their torment for just a little while, so turns out I wasn't to pissed.

I walked in an plopped down at a random desk. I didn't really know anyone here, and that was probably a good thing. I just sat at the back and put in my earphones and pulled up my hoodie, this was my escape, my calmer, besides my blade.

I heard a thud next to me and turned to be met with piercing blue eyes. Our eyes met and locked for a good minuet or so, within that I could see he was pained somehow, that he wasn't fully there and then he looked deeper into my eyes and suddenly I saw the colour in his eyes get brighter, ignite almost.

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Niall's POV

Yay I was late! Ergh I had detention. I walked into the room and scanned around, all pretty much thugs except in the back corner of the room a girl caught my eye. She was seated slumped with her hoodie cover her face, earphones in. There was an empty desk next to her so I took my chances and walked over.