It was like a firework, casted its beautiful colors up in the sky,
It was like a flower bloomed on the 24th of July.
It was like a mystery unraveled at last,
Like a flower that first started with a sprout, ended up with a never ending fragrance.
I never thought that this dangerous thing could fill up the missing parts of me.
Once isolated in a dark, cold room, blind at night,
But then you came and brought light in every corner.
You were the reason behind every smile,
The happy joke behind every laughter,
The sweet steam of my delicious coffee, the rails that guided me through the roller coaster of life.
You were the good in me even if i'm bad, you were the mirror that showed me what I really am.
You were the ink in my pen when I write, I think of you when I write the most cheesiest line.
Well, for me, that was you.
That's what you were..
Until you became someone I never thought you could be.
You became a rose full of prickly thorns. I was warned with the pain you might bring, but I didn't mind. You are all I need..
You're all I ever wanna touch..
even though I know, someday, you'll leave me behind, with my hands covered in blood.
You gave me the sweetest wine, I drank it even if there's poison in it. If only you could taste the poison, if only you could feel my pain, i say.
You gave me million reasons to hate you, but for me, it seems like, leaving you will be the most stupid decision I'll ever make.
I'm willing to be stabbed by your sweet, sugarcoated, but deadly words, I'm willing to be drown by sweet ocean of lies, I'll feel my heart hurt so damn good,
coz loving you means getting hurt over and over again,
Even if it means putting my life into risk, even if it means kissing death,
It's a good kind of pain.
