|just tell me that you love me z.m.|

1.3

"I told you I'm fine Lou."

"Is that why you've been sobbing and refusing to leave your bedroom for the past week?"

"I really don't need your sarcasm right now so either leave me alone or get out."

"You can't kick me out of my own house, cranky pants." Louis smiles, ruffling Bella's hair and making blonde curls run in every direction. She frowns, and grabs his arm before he gets the chance to stand up and leave. She puts his arm around her shoulders, cuddling into him.

He felt her limp body vibrate as sobs and tears left her beautiful blue eyes, and in that moment he swore he would never let himself get that deep because all that happens is that you get hurt. Bella was a classic example of it.

"Bells it's going to be okay."

"No it's not you don't get it. I'm never enough and I'm never going to be enough." She cries, getting up from Louis and running into the bathroom, slamming the door behind her. She runs to the toilet and sticks her finger down her throat, vomiting up water and the vegetables she ate yesterday.

Louis panicked, he didn't know what to do except to call Zayn. Louis knew Zayn was the only one that could get Bella to eat and calm down.

Zayn and his aid knocked on the door, only Zayn entering and the elderly aid sitting in the living room and sipping the tea Louis had provided.

"Bella please open the door." Zayn knocked, wincing as he heard her sob incoherent words and phrases, the most prominent one being "how can you hurt someone who is completely in love with you."

Zayn realized she wouldn't open the door, so he just sat there. "Bella you are the love of my life and I'm so sorry that I cheated. I was scared that you wouldn't come back, and in all honesty I was drunk when Lexi and I kissed. She slapped me afterwards."

"I don't care what Lexi did she's a fucking dumbass! I trusted you, I love you and you-you keep breaking me. You can hit me and yell at me and I forgive you because I know you. But you can't cheat on me, Zayn. You crossed the line."

"Bella, just open the door." He said, sitting down patiently in his wheelchair.

"No, you don't get to make commands. Samantha, when where and why?"

"Um.. her office a couple of times...and I fucked her three months ago while you were in a photoshoot."

More tears cascaded down Bella's eyes as she grabbed a black vase and threw it against the wall, smashing it into hundreds of pieces.

"You are relentless and so fucking stupid, you've ruined everything." She sobs, crying loudly.

"I'm sorry." Zayn says, heart breaking once Bella opened the door. She was shaking and red eyed. Seeing her cry made Zayn want to cry while punching himself because of all he's put her through.

"So am I. Leave now and don't come back. Ever." She hiccuped throughout tears. He didn't listen, instead he wrapped his arms around the shaking girl.

"S-stop." She said, pushing herself away only to get pulled back in.

He pressed his lips to hers, pressing his hand hard on her back in attempt to push her deeper into the kiss. She still felt fire when they kissed, only now it was suppressed by wet tears caused by a shattered heart.

"Stop it!" She repeats three times before slapping him hard across the face. That was the first time Bella had ever touched him in a way that wasn't filled with love, the first time her eyes didn't sparkle when he kissed her.