I don't know how people fall in love with people and then expect them selves to get over them right away. when I'm in a relationship I try not to think about what would happen if me and that person broke up. so most of the time if we do break up even if im the one who breaks it off I still have feelings. take HIM for example, I dated HIM and somethings happened while we where dating so I broke it off and now I'm sitting here doing nothing other then think of HIM and breathing. I miss HIM so much and I don't know why. I should be over him yet I'm sitting here writing about it for no one to read but maybe myself.
I'm tired off feeling out of place in the place I live at, I shouldn't feel out of place at my own living space.
there so much on my mind it makes it hard to focus on one thing to write about so I guess I wont write.
but instead sit and want to explode with emotions like last night where I cried myself to sleep on the floor at 5:37am
