Bleach drabbles

Kisuke Urahara x reader

One of those Days

Pairing : Kisuke Urahara x depressed reader

For the record: A zucchini in this story refers to being in a quasiplatonic relationship. The partners call each other.

My body felt heavy. It was as if my mood was literally weighing me down. Depression is a bitch. A bitch that doesn’t like me for whatever reason.

It was the kind of day where I didn’t change out of my pajamas or lift a finger. No one had called or came by. Which in itself wasn’t unusual, those close to me know I enjoy time alone.

I was spacing out on the couch when I footsteps approaching the door. I let out a sigh when I heard the knock. On the other side was Kisuke.

“Hi there cuteness! ” he greeted me before entering the living room and sitting in my vacated seat.

“Hey Kisuke,” I said in a monotone voice. He may be my zucchini but I wasn’t feeling picked up by seeing him. His eyes looked into my soul, in that way he has.

“Having one of your down days? ” turning so that he was leaning against the armrest. He pulled me over him so that my head lied on his chest and my legs between his.

I nodded in response as I held him close. I shut my eyes and let his warmth engulf me. We’d been through this before. He knew that I don’t like to talk about my emotions and that him being there for me meant the most. I didn’t talk much on these days but his attention made me feel less alone in the world. There wasn’t much to do but to endure. He understood that much and while he still joked around, he didn’t pressure me to be happy.

On days like these we cuddled as much as possible and often watched Disney movies. He’d make sure I ate well and kept me from letting myself get too filthy. Sometimes I felt like a burden because of it but I was always grateful for all he did.

I leaned up and kissed him briefly on the lips. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you. ”

“Baby I’m the lucky one. You might not always see it but you’re one amazing person,” he said softly, looking into my eyes.

I almost smiled at that. I wanted to believe it but even though he was sincere the words didn’t ring true.

We cuddled for the rest of the day and slept in each others arms.

I woke up the next morning and the depression was present but not overwhelming. I could smile and mean it, even if my eyes didn’t glow along with it.

I ran my fingertips over his arm and heard him yawn. “Did you sleep well? ”

“How could I not? ” came his response. He grinned with his eyes still half closed.

“This is the best way to wake up, ” I said before kissing him. The kiss was gentle yet passionate, our lips moving together. “It’s always good to see you Kisuke. ”

“I’m here for you whenever you want or need me. ”