Why

Chapter 1

I'm drowning and i cant help it..a person would think i'd be used to this by now but i cant...

Why?....i have no specific answer to that...

Sigh.."2 years..its been 2 years and i still cant stop my hands from shaking everytime i think about it..

I want to forget but i cant...Why?

Becouse the nightmares still haunt me..they made me this way..HE made me this way..

^^^^ 2 years ago^^^^

I was currently getting ready for my date with Brody tonight...we've been dating for two years now and hes been nothing but a complete sweetheart to me

I couldnt contain the big smile that threatened to split my face in 2...i checked my wrist watch..i still have 45 minutes before meeting up with him...i should go early

Since it is a 15 minute walk from here until the park i can just get a heard start

Mom i'm living!!! I shouted as i headed out the door..Come back soon love..!!! She shouted back

I put on my white nikes and my brown leather jacket as headed down the pathway of our house...

After about 10 minutes i reached this secluded part at the beginning of the park i was supposed to meet up with Brody...

Thats when i heard them...

"Brody..babe you camt really expect me to just watch you jang around with that slut and expect me to b fine with it!" A voice i didnt recognize yelled.."I know baby but you have to give some..getting rid of her is not that easy" a voice that belonged to Brody himself spoke up...i couldnt help the gasp that escaped my mouth...they're not talking about me are they?
"Well you better make it quick cause i miss you..."the voice difted off and an audible sigh left Brodys mouth..i suddenly wanted to be sick
" All i have to do is get into her pants..shes way too boring for me anyway" Brody spoke up...the rest of their conversation was drowned out by my fast beating heart...i couldnt stop the tears that were rolling down my face

He played me...

"Mads?" A voice startled me i looked up to find both Brody and the girl looking at me

The girl flashed me a smirk while Brody had i look of panic on his face..he tried taking a step towards me but i had my hands up...

"Dont.." i whispered and with that took of towards my house with tears blurring up my vision
The only question running through my head was..Why? Why would he do this to me?....