Are you sure It's him? One Piece x Reader

I Feel Horrible

Law had kissed me.

I stared at his closed eyes in shock, not being able to do anything. Even though it was a simple kiss on the mouth, I felt a small tingling feeling in my stomach. The room suddenly felt warm and spinning. One of my hands rested on his arm, the one that was around my waist, while the other one rested on his chest.

Do I want this? I feel weird down there and I do feel safe in his arms...is this what I've been missing my whole life?

Law moves his lips a bit to take in some air before continuing, but this time he licked my bottom lip. Not sure on what to do, since I'm still in shock and feeling like I'm about to faint. He lowers his hand that was around my waist to my ass and starts groping it.

I jumped a bit and in the process of it, I opened my mouth a bit. Which might have been a bad move because his tongue enters my mouth. At this point in time, I closed my eyes and my hands grabbed him.

His tongue felt like he was exploring every little part of my mouth before touching my tongue. I didn't know what to do, so I fought with him. While we both had a tongue fighting session, I felt my body moving on its own instinct and the hand that rested on his chest went up to his hair and messed with it.

My hand was playing with his hair while our tongues fought each other. After some time, we parted. We were both out of breath and our heads down. I laid my head on his chest while the hand that played with his hair, rested on his shoulder, and put his head on mine.

After I've gained some oxygen, I look up to him and he looked back at me still out of breath.

"(Y/n)-ya...wow..." Was all he said. His face was a little red, but compared to mine, it was nothing. I'm as red as a tomato, so red that no one could tell the difference between me and one.

Wow. Just wow.

I couldn't think of anything. I just couldn't. All I wanted to do it kiss him again and again until my life spam gives out. It was such an amazing feeling that I don't ever want to lose it.

"(Y/n)-ya, you're amazing. Did you know that? I don't think I've ever kissed someone like that before." He breathes.

What?

All that amazing feeling that was inside me was gone. It was now replaced with sadness and despair. I don't think I can do this.

I lowered my head and slowly pushed him away from me. His hands left me and so did mine, and he just stared at me in confusion.

Tears were in my eyes, but I can't let him see that. I don't want anyone to see that. I don't want anyone to see me cry again, I'm a big girl now, I can do this.

I walked passed him, or, at least, tried to, but Law grabs my arm, jerking me back a bit and resulting me to look at him.

"(Y/n)-ya-" before he could finish what he was about to say, his whole face dropped. I yanked my arm back and ran to the door, and left. I ran to the girl's restroom, hoping that no one else was there.

As I was inside the restroom, I ran into the last stall and locked it before sitting on the toilet and crying my heart out.

I know that I shouldn't be crying right now. I'm being unfair to him, but I just can't help it. He was probably with other girls before me, so it makes complete sense why he said that...but for some reason, it's killing me. I felt safe in his arms and I wanted to be near him, but now I don't want to anywhere near him.  Why am I being like this right now? I'm not dating him and I'm not dating anyone. I have no right to be like this.

I kept crying for a while, even when the new period started, I didn't even go to my next class. I even tried to stop crying for a bit in case someone comes in here, but that didn't last too long since I'm still too saddened by this.

Hell, I'm even considering skipping all my classes for today.

"Consent is everything you know!"

"Yep! Of course!"

I suddenly remember my conversation with Ace and how his whole face light up, and how he looked so happy.

I laughed softly, thinking how much of a dork he is. He really is one and that's no lie. A smile started to appear on my lips after thinking about Ace.

I wonder where my Knight in shining armour was today? He saved me yesterday and now he's nowhere to be seen? Rude.

Sometimes I can be a little sassy with myself. It can help cheer me up at times, knowing that I only have myself.

Wait, that's not true.

I have friends now. I have my own friends that want be with me...right? They all seem so happy with one another and they seem to like me.

I sighed, knowing that I'm still broken from what happened before with her. She was so pretty and beautiful to be around, and she was my best friend but look where we are now. She's gone and I'm away from her, and the rest. In the beginning, I helped her and she helped me, and then we soon became besties.

I just can't believe what happened between us. I know it wasn't my fault, but I still feel so bad about it.

As I was thinking about my thoughts, I started to tear up once more.

Am I really this pathetic?

I sighed one last time before wiping my tears away and leaving the stall I was in. I walked to the counter and ran cold water on my face. While I was doing that, someone came in.

"(Y/n)?" I turned my head and saw Nami's face filled with concerned.

"Are you okay? What happened?" She said, coming up to me.

"Ah...it's nothing," I replied while drying my face with some paper towels.

"Well, it doesn't look like it to me. Now talk." She crossed her arms and stared at me with a look that said: "tell me now or else."

So, I told her what happened and to keep it from the others. She said that they needed to know too so that they could help me, but I refused. I'm not ready to tell anyone about this yet, and for some reason, especially Ace.

Not only did I tell her that, but I also told her what happened yesterday too and how I feel about it.

"Mm, it seems to be that you like them both."

I turned my head and looked at her confused.

"Well, I do like Ace. I wouldn't be friends with him if I didn't like him."

She giggled at my response and put her hand on my back.

"That's not what I meant. What I mean is-" she was cut off by the bell.

"Shoot. Let's finish this after school, okay? Meet me and Robin at the park near the school, okay? See you later!" She said while walking out of the restrooms.

Talking to her did make me feel a little better.

If I don't get it off my chest, I won't be able to breathe. Maybe I should go with her after school and talk about how I feel? Maybe this is what's best for me right now.