All my sisters are older than but from a young age i knew that all my sisters were beautiful and skinny. They are my half sisters. So i think they got their beauty from their mom. My mom had lots of flaws which means i got them. Slow metabolism weird yellow colored face dark frizzy ugly hair. My bushy eyebrows from my dad. My sisters could eat whatever they wanted and not get fat. It was like all the fat went to me. I stopped eating yet i gained weight. My sisters have long light pretty hair. They are skinny and lose weight easily. They are prettier than me. Dont lie saying im pretty because You know its a lie. As a kid i was bullied and they werent. I was the weird one. I had to live up to my parents expectations. Being pretty and skinny like them. But no i cant cuz of my messed up genes. Everyone mistakes me for a guy on the phone. Their voices are pretty mine is ugly. I sound like a 45 year old man. My face is a yellow tone and my body isnt plus nor skinny. But i look so much fatter than plus sized models. One time my sister asked wut i wanted to eat i told her 5 tacos and a mango smoothie. She looked at me so disgusted. Like i was the most disgusting thing alive. Then said "i dont think you need that" i felt so crushed. My half sister has never insulted me before. But she did. Now everyone calls me fat. My dad my mom everyone so i quit eating then they started saying why arent you eating. You need to eating. Then they insult me. Would you not want to eat after being taunted with that shit everyday? Im sick and tired of being compared to everyone. I remembered going to L.A with my cousins and i havent seen my fairy god mother and instead of saying anything to me she said my cousin was so pretty.
And that she should marry her son they did that all day. I felt so ugly. In Mexico they always remembered my cousins and called them pretty but when i go they ignore me and give me a disgusted face. I know im ugly i know im not pretty. My family doesnt love me. I just wanna die.
