00:00
"Hey, I can't sleep. I don't know why but I just can't.
I guess I have a lot on my mind"
Erase
02:00
"Hey, I can't sleep. I keep thinking about stuff. Sorry that I'm bothering you this this..."
Erase
02:30
"Hey, sorry for bothering you but I can't sleep. Can we talk?"
... Erase
04:00
"Hey, I can't sleep and I've been thinking: Would anyone even miss me? Ya know, if I would just disappear. I don't mean kill myself, just sorta disappear..."
Erase.
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04:15
"Hi. I have to tell you something... For some god forsaken reason I have fell back into being gloomy and shit. I've had a strong urge to hurt myself again. I don't know why I'm telling you this, you have your own problems to deal with... sorry if this has spelling mistakes, my eyes are a little blurry... Sorry for bothering you with my issues..."
ERASE
04:30
"Hey, sorry for what I'm about to tell you but you're the only one who I feel comfortable speaking to. I have felt shitty for a very long time, I did get better but I'm getting back into old habits. The urge to freshen my fading scars grows by the day. I want you by my side. Can we meet tomorrow? Please... I can't do this on my own anymore..."
Erase
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Usually, even if it's not true, I feel like I have no one to talk to. Like my words will be read and heard but not understood or valued. I think I care too much for people but they don't feel the same about me. I made "Late Night Thoughts" because I don't want to bother my friends with this but I still want to tell someone.
