Humiga ako sa kama ko habang patuloy padin ang pag-agos ng luha sa mga mata ko.Ni minsan hindi ko naisip na iiyak ako ng dahil kay Calvin,akala ko noon naiintindihan ko na yung nararamdaman ni Ace,pero iba parin pala talaga kapag ikaw na mismo yung nasa sitwasyon.
Yinakap ko nalang ang unan ko,habang dumampi sa akin ang malamig na simoy ng hangin na pumapasok sa bukas na bintana ng kwarto ko.
Ayokong maniwala,gusto kong isipin na baka kakilala niya lang yun o kaya naman si Nathone yung kachat ko at pinagtritripan lang nila ako.Pero at the end kahit pagbali-baliktadin ko yung puso at utak ko,yun talaga ang katotohanan ,na may MAHAL na talaga siya.
Pinilit kong hindi lumakas ang pag-iyak ko,kaya todo yakap ako sa unan na hawak ko.Inopen ko ulit ang phone ko nagclick ng music,wala akong pakialam kahit anong klaseng music pa yung maiplay ko.Minsan kasi napapagaan din nito yung loob ko.
And know Listening to Tears by Clean Bandit
I tried hard to make you want me But we're not supposed to be
And the truth will always haunt me
Even though it set me free
And my tears flow like the ocean
As they floated in the breeze
They were falling in slow motion
And they brought me to my knees
You're haunting me, taunting me all in my brain
Turn off the light and now all that remains
Fills me with doubt
And I'm shouting your name out loud
Why do you wanna put me through the pain?
I get the feeling I'll never escape
I can't hide away from the shame of you
Bakit nga ba hinayaan kong maramdaman ko lahat ng sakit na ito ng dahil sayo?
Tears on the ground, tears on my pillow
You won't bring me down
And I'll get over you
These tears will get me through
And I'll get over you
Sana nga malimutan na kita,pagkatapos ng mga luha na ito.Gusto kong malimutan at maalis ka na sa puso at isipan ko.. T_T
I'll, I'll, I'll get over you
I'll, I'll I'll, I'll, I'll get over you
I'll, I'll, I'll get over you
When did you lose your emotion?
When did you become so cruel?
And if you want to cut me open
Says a thousands words 'bout you
And in time I know you'll leave me
Like a distant memory
I know love can be so easy
If I start by loving me, oh
You're haunting me, taunting me all in my brain
Turn off the light and now all that remains
Fills me with doubt
And I'm shouting your name out loud
Why do you wanna put me through the pain?
I get the feeling I'll never escape
I can't hide away from the shame of you
Tears on the ground, tears on my pillow
You won't bring me down
I'll get over you
I'll get over you
I'll get over you
I'll get over you
Tears on the ground, rain at my window
The pain washes out
And I'll get over you
These tears will get me through
And I'll get over you
I'll get over you
I'll, I'll, I'll get over you
I'll, I'll I'll get over you
I don't need you to call me tonight(I'll get over you)
I don't need you to see me if I'm alright(I'll get over you)
You left me, so leave me, I'm fineI'll be here getting on with my life
Tears on the ground, tears on my pillow
You won't bring me down
I'll get over you
Rain at my window, the pain washes out
I'll get over you, I'll get over you
Tears on the ground
I'll get over you
Rain at my window
The pain washes out
And I'll get over you
Oh yeah, I'll get over you
Sana nga ganon nalang kadaling pawiin ng pagluha yung mga sakit na nararamdaman ko,yung tipong sa huling patak ng luha ko,ay siya din pagbura sa lahat.
I'll get over...I'll get over you
"With all the smiles you brought me,I never thought that you could cause me so many tears".
Yan nalang ang mga salitang nasabi ko,bago tuluyan kong makatulugan ang pagluha ko...
Ngayon ko narealize na kahit gaano ka pa maging masaya,kapag dumating sa pag-ibig,hindi pwedeng hindi ka masaktan at lumuha.
And it's also true,that TEARS is the LAST GIFT OF LOVE...na siyang hindi ko napaghandaan.
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