Me

I've done research. I've watched short films. I know enough to know why I feel uncomfortable in my skin. I've always felt uncomfortable but never noticed. I've always been this way. But I never noticed. I've always passed as a tomboy. But I'm not. I'm trapped. In this stupid body. I will never be able to escape. I just wanna be free. I wanna soar with everyone else. I wanna fly. But I'm chained down. I'm to scared to take flight. Flocks of birds attack the one that's different. I'm scared to fly with the flock that left me behind. They soar above me. I hide in a hole. They never see me. I've always been this way. What better way to tell them I've had enough then to kill myself. They won't notice. But I'm scared to cut to deep. What if it backfires and I only black out? What if I survive? Then they'll know the truth. They'll send me away. They don't know my secret. I'm ok with that. Thank you for wasting your time with this.