One-Shots For The Soul

The Fear Of Falling Apart

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Tim quietly made his way back into his room.He and Dick had just gotten back from a mission and he figured that everyone else was asleep.He walked into his room and closed the door behind him.He sighed.

Tim crept over to his wardrobe and opened it.He stripped himself of his uniform and put it in the closet.He then began searching for some new clothes.He found a black T-shirt that was bigger than himself and out it on,figuring he didn't need shorts.

Tim walked over to his bed and landed straight on his stomach.He moaned at the softness and squeezed one of his HUGE pillows.His hair got caught in front of his eyes and he pushed his bangs out of the way.

Tim rolled over on his back and stared up at the ceiling.He asked himself this question every night before he went to sleep; "How did my life get to this?"Tim never had an answer.And he was happy not knowing.

Then,a knock ripped him from his thoughts.

"Yeah?"Dick entered his room.And he looked worried."Hey Tim...have you seen Jay? I thought he was staying here tonight..."Tim shook hi head.Dick sighed."Okay..thanks's anyways.."

Tim got up after Dick shut his door.He went back into his closet and got his Red Robin suit on,then he was out the window.

-.-

Jason sat on the ledge of Wayne Enterprises.He had always thought,why did he exsist?Why did god put him on his earth? Why did he live? Jason's hands clenched and he stood up.'Well...'He thought.'Time to say goodbye..'He closed his eyes and leaned forward.

"JASON!"

Jason instantly stopped at Tim's voice.He turned around and found Tim running towards him.They both fell off the edge when Tim ran into him.Tim hugged him tightly and Jason hugged back.Jason's helmet flew off and Jason's tears flowed freely.

Tim looked at Jason.His own tears starting to shed."Jason...."

"I'M SORRY!"

Tim stopped.

"GOD TIM! I'M SO SORRY! I JUST-I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!"

Tim looked at him wide eyed."Wait...is this about what happened? With me..?"

Jason tried hiding his face."Yes..."

Tim hugged him again."Jason....nothing you could've done would have saved me from that maniac....you tried..... and...look...i only got hurt a bit physically...but mentally...."

"THAT'S THE PROBLEM!"

"Jason...you are loved...you are NOT unwanted...you are a shining light in the darkness for me....For Dick...For Damian...For BRUCE..."

Jason looked at him as his tears still flowed down his face.

"B-but.... he didn't save me..."

Tim gasped."JASON DO YOU NOT KNOW THE CRAP HE WENT THROUGH JUST TO TRY AND FIND YOU?!"Tim ripped off his mask and his medium sized,cut black hair flowed wildly in the falling wind."HE ALMOST DIED TRYING TO SAVE YOU!"

Jason looked at Tim in disbelief.

"HE CARES!"

They stared at each other for a few moments before all the pain that Jason had kept bottled up for YEARS,POURED out of him like giant buckets of rainwater.Tears flowed wildly down his face,some up into the air, and he tackled Tim in a hug.

"I'M SORRY! I'M SO SORRY! TIM GOD I'M SORRY!"

Tim was shocked for a moment,but then hugged back.He reached into his back pocket and pulled out his grappling hook.And just right when they were about to hit the ground,they were drifting in the air.