Him

I always knew that I was hard to love
But he makes it seem so easy
Maybe that's why I fell in love with him
I always knew that I was not ladylike
But he makes me feel like a lady
Maybe that's why I fell in love with him
He says I'm crazy then tells me not to change
He says I'm not boring when I know I am
He says I'm gonna have a fun life
Should I believe him?
Or is he lying?

When I had an anxiety attack,
He hugged me close and told me it's gonna be okay
Maybe thats when I fell in love with him
When I fell, he got me back up
And then laughed while kissing the tip of my nose
Maybe that's when I fell in love with him
His nose gets little creases when he laughs
His eyes light up whenever he sees a cat
His hair falls perfectly above his eyes
Can anyone be this flawless?
Or is he flawed?

He protected me when I got swayed away in a concert
Maybe that's where I fell in love with him
He brought me icecream when I was over-thinking by myself on the balcony
Maybe that's where I fell in love with him
He always tells me about his new favourite songs
He always asks me how my day went
He always listens to my pointless drama.
Can anyone be this wondrous?
Or is he pretending?

He told me he wanted to see the shooting stars with me
Maybe that's what made me fall in love with him
He told me he wanted to be there for me; highs and lows
Maybe that's what made me fall in love with him
He sings love songs to me even when his voice sounds like a dying whale
He talks to me even when he has a pile of work pending
He looks at me when no one is watching as if he's picturing our future together
How am I supposed to doubt that?
Or should I?

Yes I love him to the jupiter and back
But would I be able to give him everything that he has given to me?
Would I ever be able to stay calm when he gets angry?
Would I ever be able to ignore my pile of work for him?
Would I ever be able to listen to him when he's down?
Would I ever be able to look at him the way he looks at me when the sunset in front of us looks unbelievably enticing?

Yes, thats right. I'd never be able to do that.
So, do I even love him?
Or do I?

A/N:
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