This person can never be mine ✧ Taehyung x Reader ✧ 내 사람이 될 수없는이 사람

This person who can never be mine

" The Billboard awards goes to.."

"BTS!"

They stood up smiling and hugging each other, then suddenly went up to the stage. Finally, my prayers were really answered - all the sleepless nights, all the hard work voting for them, all of those 11:11 really had payed off.

They really had improved every single thing. I'd never before been this happy because of them. I was so proud of them, that they had grown up so much. I mean, they'd improved a lot, beyond just their performances. Even their clothes, which made them look so handsome. Although Jin was the most worldwide handsome, of course.

The camera started to change and focused on a specific person. My eyes were drawn to him too. He was just standing there next to the leader, who was giving a small speech to the audience. That guy was....

Kim Taehyung

Taehyung just smiled at the audience and the camera. V really knew how to make Army fall for him even more. They left the stage right afterward.

Finally I could relax.

I sighed and put my BTS light stick down beside me, slowly lying back, then let out a soft moan. Ahh, bed I really missed you so much. Very soft. I smiled and hugged the pillow tightly.

My eyes suddenly looked at the V poster I have, where he is smirking. Then I looked to my other poster, one in which V and Jungkook are smiling in a dorky way together, which makes me laugh a bit as it's my favorite ship, then I suddenly look at my V face pillow and close my eyes thinking.

When did I ever begin to like this boy?
Where did it start?
Why I do like him?

So many question came to my head and suddenly I knew one thing.

He wouldn't ever notice me. I'm just like those other fan. He could never be mine.

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About a year ago, one of my best friends was always doing some weird dance and singing in a different language every day at our practices, and even at school. It's kind of funny seeing her doing those weird things. I was happy that she's always been positive, ever since I had met her during practices.

I was just another newbie back then, in that dance class, and no one really wanted to be my friend, but she had suddenly just tapped me on the shoulder and introduced herself to me, and we had become great friends. I was shook over that moment, when she had danced in front of our professor while listening to a song.

Someone tapped my shoulder to get my attention and I looked up, seeing my best friend smiling widely. Her clothes were wet a bit, sweat rolling down her face. Probably because she had been dancing those weird dances again.

"Do you like K-Pop?"

I looked at her and shook my head while taking a drink from my water jug.

"Nope, not interested, why?"

She was surprised and grabbed both of my shoulders, shaking me.

"You should probably listen to BTS, They are freaking good and amazing. You should give a listen to Save Me or Fire. It's cool!"

I sighed and looked at her holding her hand, then smiled, apologetic.

"You know that I only support idols if they are the same nationality like us. It's weird if I listen to other songs."