Erased {An OC Fan-Fiction}

Ryo's POV

As soon as I closed my eyes my head leaned over the couch and I was out like a light.

"Your so fucking stupid, you know that?"

"Your the reason your mother and sister are dead."

"No its not my fault..."

"Are you fucking talking back to me you no good slut!?"

*BANG *
*BANG*
"STOP."

"Stop."

"MAKE IT STOP."

"... Please make it stop."

"It wasn't my fault."

"Ryo."

"...."

"Ryo!"

"Ryo wake up!!"

"Ryo wake up!"

My eyes blinked open and small choked sob escaped my lips and shaking body.

I saw Mason shaking my shoulders roughly and his eyes were wide with worry.

"Ryo, Are you okay? Y-You were shaking and I just-"

"I-I'm *hiccup* f-fine." I said wiping my eyes furiously as my body still kept shaking.

Mason's eyebrows turned up in worry and concern "Are you sure? You seem pretty shaken up.."

"I-I j-just n-need t-o-o cool d-down f-for a s-s-second." I said breathing deeply in and out.

Mason stepped back a bit "Yeah, of course.."

"I d-dont wanna talk about it. But I have a weird question."

"Yeah, Ask away"

"Can I have a hug?" I said a small blush on my shaking face and body.

Mason blinked twice in confusion, then sat down next to me on the couch "Y-Yeah, If you need one then yeah of course" A soft tint of red covered his face.

He slowly wrapped his arms around me, Pulling me into a soft but tight hug.

"Thank you." I said tears still dripping down my pale face and I wiped them away.

"Anytime.." Mason gently put his hand on my back, rubbing it to calm my nerves.

I stayed silent and somewhat relished the moment, usually I dont do physical contact but this was refreshing and comforting.

"Are you.. feeling okay?"

"Hm." I said pulling him tighter burying my head in the crook of his neck.

Mason's body tensed up, But he soon fell relaxed aganist me

"Thank you. For every thing." I said smiling softly and pulling away from the hug.

"It's no problem at all, I love cuddles.." I felt Mason's chest heave with a small breathy laugh

Mason held me close, I had never seen him this relaxed before. "Hey Ryo, what was that dream about if you dont mind me asking?"

My eyes fell to the floor and I stayed quiet. Should I tell him? I mean its not like anything bad would come from it right?? Right??

"Ryo?"

"O-oh I dont want you to think anything differently of me when I tell you OK?" I said softly and somewhat nervous.

"What? Of course not, Go ahead"

I took a gulp of air and sighed. "S-so I wasn't exactly raised in what you would call a 'good' home. My dad was always drunk and angry and my mom was always in the hospital. I had a little sister and she was always really clumsy you know."

"My dad wasn't a tolerant person to say the least and when mom died he blamed us for her death. Eventually my sister couldnt take it anymore and shot herself in the head." I said wiping my eyes that had become glassy and dull.

"If I'm being completely honest my dad used me as his own personal punching bag for when he was angry, which was often." I said drawing off somewhat.

"After my sister and mom died I had frequent night terrors and when I finally left my dad they got worse because I had no one."

"So thats basically what that was. Sorry for scaring you." I said sheepishly with a small blush.

"I.. am so sorry, Don't apologise I was just worried.."

"Don't be. Again thanks for everything you've done." I mumbled quietly.

"What was that? I couldn't quite hear you" I could hear the smugness in his voice

"I said thanks for everything you've done." I said a little louder but not much my cheeks turning red.

"Sorry, say that again?"

"I said thanks OK." I said at a normal volume behind my hands to prevent showing my blush.

Mason grabbed my hands and pulled them down, smiling widely "Don't cover your face, Your cute when you blush."

My eyes opened wide and my face got progressively redder if possible and I leaned my head down in embarrassment.

Masons face got closer to mine and he titled my head up with a broad smirk.

"U-U-Ugh I dont know if we should-" and lips were pressed on mine and hell no was I disagreeing.

I kissed back softly somewhat nervous but in bliss. His lips were so warm and soft.

Mason wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer, moving us both to a comfortable position

I kissed back somewhat rougher and felt a weird wet sensation on my lip and realized it was his tongue.

I slowly opened my mouth with nervousness and felt his tongue enter my mouth slowly yet roughly?

Mason explored my mouth with slight caution and tilted his head to deepen the kiss.

We stayed like this for a few minutes before pulling away to breathe.

"Your a very good kisser how many times have you kissed someone?" Mason said in a cocky tone.

My face turned blood red and my eyes turned into saucers.

"Wait dont tell me this was your first kiss?" He said grinning as my face got even redder.

"It is isn't it." He said smirking and laughing slightly.

I nodded softly but smiled at him anyway.

"So what does this mean?" I said speaking up.

"Well were both obviously gay for each other and I wouldnt be against being with you." He said chuckling softly.

"Neither would I." I said actually grinning.

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A/N mmm d r a g m e with the gay lmao -Sav