My depressing stage.

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I went through a lot of depression. Most of it because of how my family got torn apart, I would cry every night knowing I never had a childhood with my own father. I get that he was a dick and all but I still love him. I also cry for many other petty reasons that I will list soon. Who knew I would be laying down in my bed right now listening to hurt people by jack and jack crying and writing this? Well certainly not me. Shall I give you a list of all the petty things I cry about? Well if you said no, sorryyyy
•I cry knowing I will never ever be able to meet my idols, the band Why Don't We.
•I cry cause my mom is in such a deep hole and she can't get out.
•Some people I used to talk to everyday don't even talk to me anymore.
•I am so far away from most of my family.
•My life is just straight up shit.
Yea. I bet you have the best life in the world! My stupid ass father won't pay child support and my sister is soon to graduate and he won't be at her graduation. My mom is in the deepest hole ever, she can't get out. We are about to be kicked to the curb cause my mom can only work so much.
Sometimes it feels good just to let all your thoughts out on the internet, a book app to be exact.

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