Always & Forever (Dan Howell X Reader)

A Big YouTube Welcome

Quick disclaimer this chapter has Alchohol use in it -Lucy X 

Dan's POV:

We watched all the shrek films and I would occasionally do my shrek impression it made Y/N laugh til her stomach hurt. Phil found it amusing but not as amusing as Y/N found it. At the end of every film we finished, me and Y/N started singing "somebody once told me the world was gonna roll me"  and sung half the song. It was really great. I loved having her back she made me smile more often. The rumour of me liking her had got out of hand people were making edits we had twins that were making smut videos. It made me uncomfortable but the rumour was true I did like'like her.

But I never asked for smutty edits. I didn't mind some of the edits but the smutty ones took it too far. There was a knock on the door, I went to get it. "Hi Trin, Y/N is in here" I said gesturing to the living room she opened the door. "TRINITY!" She shouted and ran to her and gave her a huge hug. "How did you know I was here?" She said curiously. "Well I am a YouTuber and Dan says you are having a big YouTube welcome party!" Trin said excitedly. Y/N pulled away from the hug to let Phil have a turn. Phil gave Trin a hug. "Phil has a crush on Trin he told me before you came" I whispered in Y/N's ear. "Omg really they'd be so cute" She whispered back excitedly. 

                                                 ...... HALF AN HOUR LATER.....

Y/N's POV:

Everyone had arrived. You decided to invite Zoe,Trin,Louise and Jessie into your room "hey Jessie your hair is blue now!" I exclaimed. "Yeah you like it?" She said excitedly jumping up and down. "Of course I do" I said holding her hands and jumping with her. "Hey trinity,  Dan tells me Phil has a crush on you" I blurted out. She went bright red "You know I've had a crush on him since like I first met him" Trin replied excitedly. "Oh my god, go talk to him Trin" I said. She walked out the door and went downstairs. "Soooo Y/N , DO YOU LIKE DAN?" Louise squealed. "Shhhhh" I said laughing. "So do you?" Zoe said curiously. "Well when we were on the London eye he put his arms around me" they cut me off by squealing. "Let me finish" I giggled. "It was because of my anxiety" I said. "STILL!" They squealed.

There was a knock on my door. "Come on in" I shouted it was Dan and Joe. I gave joe a big hug. "Hi joe" I said hugging him. "Hey Y/N, missed you!"Joe said sweetly"Awh I missed you too" I said. Joe kissed me on the cheek friendlily. "Hey I'm getting a drink do you girls want anything?" Dan said softly. "Can I have some Ribena?" I asked Dan politely. "Seriously Y/N live a little, she'll have a snowball please Dan" Zoe said. Dan looked at me "sure what Zoe said" I said politely. 

Joe stayed with us while Dan got my drink. "Okay Joseph Sugg... Did you kiss me on the cheek purposely so Zoe could see dan's face?" I laughed. "Busted" Jessie exclaimed. Zoe laughed evilly. "Whoops looks like we have been caught!" Joe said lifting his arms up. "But seriously Y/N, Did you see his face?" Louise squealed. "No, I was hugging joe if you didn't notice" I said while laughing. "You could practically see the fire in his eyes!"  Jessie said jumping. "I ship it" Louise and Zoe squealed togther. "Seriously Y/N , I was scared he was gonna punch me" joe said scared. "Awh poor baby joe" I said giving him another hug. 

Then Dan walked in with my drink "sorry for interrupting whatever was going on here" Dan giggled. They were right you could practically see the fire raging in his eyes. He passed me my drink and I took a little sip. Dan was walking out toward the door when I said "Hey Dan, why don't you stay here?" I said pulling a sad face. "How can I resist that face seriously" Dan said pointing at my face. Everyone laughed including me. "You're just too damn cute" he said. Everyone looked at him. "I didn't say that in my head did I?" Dan said embarrassed while rubbing the back of his neck. Everyone shook their head. "Sorry Y/N" he said awkwardly. "Don't apologise, I think your too damn cute too!" I exclaimed. He looked at me suprised. 

"Really?" He said. "Yeah give me a hug!" I said opening my arms for him to hug me. He gave me a big hug "Just kiss already everyone knows you want to" Zoe exclaimed. "ZOE!" I shouted embarrassed. "I'm just gonna leave you and Dan aloneee" Joe exclaimed. They all left. "Y/N I am not going to kiss you, I know it would make you uncomfortable " Dan said. "Phew I-I mean not that I'd mind I uh-" I said awkwardly. "I'm going to go and talk to Phil" He said walking out the room giving me a hug. Everyone came back in "did you kiss" Louise said. "No we didn't" I said. "Damn it!" Joe said. "Why?" Zoe moaned. "Dan said he wasn't going too, because he knew it would make me uncomfortable" I said s. "You wanted to though didn't you" Louise said holding my shoulder. "I-I don't even know" I blurted out. 

Dan's POV:

I really wanted to kiss her but I had to do the right thing and resist no matter how much I wanted to. She probably didn't even like me anyway, after all she's so beautiful she could have any man in the world, she would never even glance at me if she had a choice of who she would date. She'd go for Joe any ways out of her friends he kissed her on the cheek for god's sake! I got myself some beer and drank it quickly. "Hey you seem mad" Phil said. "I-I should have kissed her when I had the chance Phil" I replied sadly. "Come on don't beat yourself up over this" Phil said patting my back supportively. "Phil I will probably never have that chance again!" I said almost tearing up. "Course you will Dan,  just wait for the moment I'll try and leave you alone sometimes for you to make your move" Phil said. 

"Oh my god thank you so much" I exclaimed giving him a bro hug. "Heyyy Dan what's wrong?" Cat said pushing me against the kitchen counter. "Get off Cat I'm not interested!" I said. She sighed, rolled her eyes and walked off. Just then I saw Zoe,Louise and Jessie come down but not Joe. I walked over to them "Hey where's Y/N and Joe?" I said curiously. "Oh he's in Y/N's room with her" Jessie said. "Alright..." I said disappointed. I went back to Phil "Joe is with Y/N in her room" I said angrily. "Joe is coming down look" Phil pointed. He was talking to Alfie I over heard "it was amazing, she actually did it" Joe said excitedly. "Yes bro get in there" Alfie said giving him a high-five. I went past them and into her room. 

She was watching the TV on her bed. "What did you and Joe do?" He said angrily "nothing" she said blushing. I felt myself get a little upset. "Hey you look upset what's up?" She said hugging me. "Did you and Joe... you know?" I said curiously. "No way I was just talking to him about-...something" She said hesitantly. 

Y/N POV:

I couldn't tell Dan what me and Joe were talking about. Joe now knew that I had feelings for Dan but I couldn't tell Dan what if he didn't like me back that would explain why he didn't want to kiss me! I wish I could tell Dan but I just couldn't I was too scared. "Hey I'm going to go talk to Phil" I said. Dan followed me downstairs and went to Phil with me. "Hey Dan could you leave me and Phil alone for a moment?" I asked politely. "Sure!" Dan said and he went upstairs I was assuming he went into his room. "Hey I talked to Joe and he got it out of me, yes I have feelings for Dan" I said shyly. "Oh my goodness thank god me and Dan thought you had-" I cut him off by putting a finger on his lips. "I know what you thought" I said laughing. "Dan said he should've kissed you when he had the chance" Phil said guiltily. "What seriously?" I said suprised. "yeah he almost started crying because of it" Phil said. "I need to talk to him" I said walking up the stairs......