What Happens in the Isle, Stays in the Isle

Chapter Four

Jay and I barely exchanged words as I cried, before we both ended up falling asleep on my bed. 

He still doesn't know the full story yet but I know I have to tell him.  Harry and I, it's something worth telling.

I moved slightly to slowly start waking him up. His arms were wrapped around me. Like he was scared I was going to leave again. It kinda reminded me off Harry. He slowly started to flutter his eyes. 

"Are you okay?" He asked me. I held onto him tighter. I took a deep breath and said.  "Harry and I were together back on the Isle. And I don't mean a hookup here and there. I mean together, together, Living together, Planning our lives and our future together." I  got out. He didn't make a sound. 

He sighed and pulled me close to his chest,  but he stayed silent.

"I love him and I love Evie  but she pulled me away without really giving me a choice and  I can't think straight. I'm not eating, I'm not sleeping,  It hurts that badly. I just I don't know what to do anymore." I told him

He kissed my head and smiled with a sad smile. 
"I wish I knew what to tell you honey. If you aren't happy here, go back. I can tell how much you miss it there. I miss it too. But we are here now. Maybe we should of listened and let you stay there, but that's something you are going to need to tell Ben and honestly,  I don't think he's going to let the girl he's in love with bring her lover over here." He said to me. I knew he was right, and it all sounded so silly. 

I started laughing as I hit him lightly.

Flash back

"I can't believe we just did that." I whispered. I turned over to see a shirtless Harry smirking at me. Looking beautiful as ever.

"So worth the wait." He whispered. I got up and grabbed my clothes.  As much as I enjoyed that, I didn't need this right now.   "Um so that was nice. Thank you for that. But I'm going to go." I said as I put my pants on in a hurry. 

"Oh so that's how you're going to play it." He whispered sitting up. I just smiled. "Like what?" I asked him. He grabbed my hand and brought me down towards him and smashed his lips to mine.

"I've been waiting for you to return. After the night before you left. After you told me if you ever came back that you would give me a chance. I'm here to collect." He said. I looked at him and smiled. Shit, I forgot I said that. 

The truth is I had feelings for him before I left but then I had to leave so I told him that if I ever came back that we would have a chance. So I guess I need to pay up. Not like its the worst thing in the world. 

"Pick me up at eight." I smiled getting up and leaving.

Flash back over 

"Just take it one day at the time" Jay whispered to me. I just sighed again. Listening to his heart beat, and I tried to breath. I didn't know what I was going to do. A let out a muffled cry as I fell back asleep. 

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