torn between the two

I sighed as I heard my name being yelled from the top of the stairs. "im awake!" I yell back to my obnoxiously loud father "good" he yells back "im leaving for work in 5 minutes okay" "okay dad, oh if its okay Brad might come over today is that alright? " "thats fine hunny just text me im leaving now, enjoy your day!" "thank you daddy have a good day see you tonight"

I'm Becca I'm 17 years old average hight bright blue eyes mid length blonde hair and fair skin im not skinny but im not fat either I guess im just average im not a boys dream girl but Im always been told how pretty I am I guess I just dont see it, I live with my single dad Ricky. My mum and older brother died 3 years ago in a car accident so just me and my dad we manage though even with difficult situations as he says like 'boys' 'periods and sex talks' and his new girlfriend but as I said we manage.