If you're exspecting perfect, then stop reading this, stop imagining that you're going to end up in some surreal Alice In Wonderland fiction world. If you're looking for a happy ending then i'm sorry you've come to the wrong place. But if you're misunderstood..then you know. You know how it feels to be the odd one out, don"t you? The one exspected to be perfect, but so far from it. The one thats suppose to make only real rational good decisions, but rarely does? The one thats suppose to be strong, but lays in bed at night with tear drenched sleeve's. Broken Hopes. Broken Dreams. Broken Heart.
And maybe I was crazy for thinking he and me could be we, and maybe his ever so inviting eyes and smile were just hiding behind lies. And if the first kiss doesn't lead to somthing more...I don't know what does. When he's all you can see, hear, feel, and love for miles upon miles. You'll give anything for just one more kiss, in fact you'll give everything. A quick caress beneath the sheets, you"re not all that innocent..are you?
You go to school the next day, by now Everyone knows. The dirty looks pile up like junk mail. And the teachers start to stare, just wondering if the rapid fire rumors are true. All you can feel is alone and afraid, because they don't know..and they'll never know. Because for that one night, you felt loved, and wanted, and needed. Being used isn't out of the question. But they don't understand, because all they keep doing is pumping their cheap lust into their young veins. What you experienced was real...for you anyways. And all you can do is walk with your head in the clouds because you know what it's like to be misunderstood. Love Makes You Do Crazy Things...<3
