Chapter 43:The Guy I Choose To Dream
Patuloy akong sinesermunan sa katotohanan nila Maureen,at natahimik nalang kaming lahat because of the song na plinay ng kabit bahay.That cause me to cry again.
I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A vision of what used to beTama,lahat lahat isa lang pangarap..paano pa nga ba mamgyayari na masaya kitang kasama sa tabi ko,kung ang buong puso mo ay nakalaan na sa ibang tao na siyang minahal mo??It's only a dream and will remain a dream..
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memoriesYes,walang closure na nangyari,walang nangyaring pictures with him,walang happy memories na nabuo ng kasama ko siya and we both know each other.But for me the happiness and sadness while getting a message from him,is enough to be a memories for me.
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you knowPaano ko pa nga ba siya makakalimutan agad,pagkatapos lahat ng kilig at saya na hinayaan kong gawin akong tanga?Psh.Sa tingin ko wala naman siyang pakialam kung ano ba talaga yung naging effect niya sa akin.
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of youSinubukan ko talagang pumasok sa mundo niya,sa mundo ng isang taong mayaman sa mga taong nagkakagusto sa kanya.Pero ang hirap palang hanapin at hintayin yung isang bagay,yung isang tao na wala naman balak magpakita.
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of youKahit na yung kaisa-isahang hobby ko during the night involve nadin siya.Remember the "Calvin Star"?He's the one I remember every time I see it.
I needed my freedom
That's what I've thought
But I was a fool to believeMy heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to seePero alam kong hindi ako yung bulag dito,dahil kung mayroon man siya yun,he doesn't have any idea,why I feel those pain right now.
Every thing we've been through before
Now it means so much moreWALA..wala talagang nangyari ni FRIENDSHIP,but sabi ko nga a conversation with him is enough to be memories..Sinabi ko sa kanya na pinahalagahan ko talaga yung mga time na iyon.It was a dream that fulfilled,when you get a reply with a person you choose to dream..
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of youWhen I turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
Only you...So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Boy can't you see...Kahit gusto kong sabihin na sa akin nalang siya,di ko pwedeng gawin yun dahil alam kong di ako yung taong ganon,ayokong umabot na magkaroon ako ng best award sa pagiging martyr.
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you knowI tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of youI tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
You, You,
It only reminds me of you"Oy,Jayciel wag mo naman damdamin yung kanta.."naasar na sabi ni Camille,tsaka nito pinunasan ang mga luha ko.
"Ang sakit pala talaga kapag first time kang nagmahal."tugon ko sa kanila habang nakayuko.
"Masakit talagang magmahal Jayciel,lalo na kapag first time,but kaya FIRST diba?hindi pa naman yan yung LAST sigurado ako."sabi naman ni Rosielyn.
"Tama yung sinabi nila Jayciel."sabi naman ni Maureen.
"Kung iniisip mo na baka siya nadin yung last mo,wag kang magstay diyan Jayciel.Maybe you met and saw him for a different purpose."
Siguro nga minahal mo siya,but maybe because he just only be a part of this year,pero hindi na pwede ngayong coming year, because there are much better.At maaring dumaan lang talaga siya sa puso mo,to give you realization and lesson.
Na dapat hindi mo kinalimutan yung favorite quotation mo.
(A/N):Continuation at the next chapter.
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