Unexpectedly yours

The beginning of self distraction

Paula rush into the restroom with tears running down in her face, She cried herself out before she will go back to their classroom and as if nothing happened.

Paula POV

Simon promised  to be at my side and now how can he do that if he and Terri are now together?

This is the 2nd time in my life that I've feel betrayed by my bestfriend,first it's John who fell inlove with Gin and forget everything what he promised that he would never change in our friendship.But as the days passed by, her girlfriend wouldn't allow her to see me.
I treasure John and it felt like a heartbreak when everything change in our friendship. I felt alone most of the time and there Simon came in my life. He entertained me by annoying me most of the time. He tries to throw something in me when I am alone sitting in the bench during our free time. When time to go home after school Simon walked beside me and act as a gentleman, when crossing the street he stand where the car would pass and trying to protect me. He did it everyday that I am pissed off because my other friends try to tease me. Simon just trying to be friendly with me guys, I told Nanda,Steph and Kayla. But the three just smile as if their eyes tell me when will it be going through?

The next day Simon sit beside me,look into my eyes and tell me he wanted to be a friend of mine. Though he knows I have three bestfriends,he insist that he could be one of my bestguyfriend. Well who am I to neglect his offer. Though I know friendship is not being told but it's like a process that leads to a conclusion. I accepted his offer, but let him swear that he will never involved himself into any  girlfriend relationship until we finished our secondary school and he also let me swear not to have a boyfriend.

We remain goodfriends and most of the time we did things together, we did our homework after school and we hang out on the field and wait for the sun to move down before we decided to separate our ways. I've put my trust on him without noticing.

But one day, while I am sitting at the bench and waiting for Simon for our next class. I heard some of my classmates talking about him. I rush myself to their side and see myself what are they up to. It's a video where Simon and Terri together holding hands while having their selfie together. My heart broke and as if the sand eat me up at that moment.