the youtubers sister(s) a magcon boys fanfic

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SKYLARS POV

ive been with the boys and gwen ever since karli left. they are all in hell. taylor hasnt spoken quite often and he hasnt put on a single bandana. matt hasnt thought he was a dinosaur. nash hasnt done anything stupid. aaron hasnt taken a selfie. shawn hasnt sung. jack and jack havent made a beat. hayes hasnt left gwens side. gwen hast spoken t anyone. 

i got a call. it was from karli. (k-karli s-skylar)

s-hey!

k-hey girly.

s-how you holdin up kiddo?

k-i want to die. does that say anything about how im holding up? did matt tell you im on the plane to come back right now?

s-YOUR ON THE PLANE TO COME BACK!?!?!?!?! 

     *everyones heads shot up*

k-yeah but i feel tired so i dont want anyone in mine, shawns, or gwens room.

s-alright. what time do you think youll be here?

k-around like 9:30 or 10. jj, jg, and cam are sleeping. thats why i decided to call. 

s-alright kiddo, should i tell matt?

k- uh, tell everyone. i have to go. bye! i love youuu!

s- bye i love you too!!!

i hung up the phone and all eyes were on me.

     "was that karli...," shawn asked wearily. matt glared at him but shawn didnt care. ever since karli left, matt blamed it on shawn. 

i nodded and everyone smiled.

      "she said she doesnt want anyone but you 2 in her room when she gets back" i paused and pointed to shawn and gwen and they nodded, i cntinued. "shes tired so please guys, try to be quiet." they all nodded.

taylor wrapped his arms around my waiste and set his head on my back and softly whispered, "i love you" i smiled and whispered it back. 

       "guys, its 9! karlis gonna be here soon!" matt exclaimed and he quickly stood up. everyonw sqeeled. 

          SKIP REST OF THE PLANE RIDE. BACK AT HOTEL.

KARLIS POV

      "are you ready karli warly?" cameron asked. i looked up a him as we stood in front of my door. i shook my head.

       "aw cmon kiddo. youll be fine" jg said and he patted my shoulder. 

       "do you wanna  get on my back so you can make an entrance? jack and i can make a beat and cameron can go in first and announce you?"  jj asked while smiling. my eyes shot open with glory as i nodded. what can i say, im queen. just kidding guys. 

      cameron oened the door and i got on jj back. "introdoucing, the tired and tiny karli!!!!!" i heard everyone sqeel as the jacks began to make beats. just as we enetered the door i saw shawn. i jumped off jacks back and slid dow the hallway wall. im not ready to see him. 

i cant see him. not yet. i wanted to die becasue of him. he brung happiness and then took a way like a thief in the night. sure when i left we had a moment. but that was only for a minute. i changed my backgroud so i dont have to look at the life ruiner that lies before me.

      "uh guys?" i heard matt faintly ask through the wall. both jacks asked what.

      "wheres karli at?" he asked . "uh...KARLI?" i heard them yell. i pulled my knees to my chest and put my head down. im done with crying. im done with caring about him. theres just something that makes you painless. and shawn, shawns that something. i dont feel pain anymore. if i got shot i wouldnt feel it because of him. 

      "right here" i yelled as i took a deep breathe and stood up. i walked into the hotel as gwen and skylar ran to hug me. we hugged tightly and released when we couldnt breathe anymore. next was matt. he hugged me for a long loving time. i hugged everyone else the same way. last was shawn, but i completely ignored him. 

       "gwen. hayes. were going to the pool. we need to talk." i said. suddenly i dont feel tired. they nodded and we all grabbed our swim suits. we got changed and headed down.

       "so what did you need to talk to us about?" hayes asked. gwen knew. but did she tell hayes?

       "gwen. we need to talk about gwen. do you have any idea of what happened hayes?" i asked. he nodded and told me. 

         "she tried to commit. i havent left her side since. we all know why she tried so i dont think we should bring it up." i nodded the realized something. gwen has a hoodie on. its warm in here. please dont be what i think it is...

         "gwen. take off your hoodie." she looked at me. but she did what was told. i looked at her wrists. nothing.thank god!!!!!!

          "karli. take off your hoodie." hayes said. oh no. no. nope. not doing it. i shook my head as gwen and hayes exchanged looks. 

         "karli." gwen said stirnly.

        "n-no" i said back.

        "you didnt. did you?" hayes asked. i didnt respond. it was only once...or twice.

       "it was only twice i swear! just dont tell matt. he will kill me." i said regretfully. they nodded and gwen looked so helpless, as did i. i knew i shouldnt have come back just yet. 

         "why though..." gwen asked, "i did once," she continued. "it was a mistake. please dont do it again." hayes looked at both of us.

          "gwen? you too? why guys, please tell me..." he said sorrowly.

          i went first. "i cut for shawn. for all the shit he put me through. i cut for my parents and gwen, they are getting a divorce, and gwen, i thought it was my fault you tried to commit." hayes embraced me in a hug, as did gwen.

         her turn now." karli dont you ever think it was your fault! i cut for depression. i was depressed and i didnt know what to do..." after we all let out our feelings that were being held back, we all went swimming and played marco polo. we were down there until around 12am. 

matt and jg came to get us, but they ended up swimming to. we all had a great time. untill matt brought up shawn,

         "so karli, you completely ignored shawn. wanna tell me why?" he asked as we were drying off. 

         "ugh mmaatt. im done with shawn. he put me through hell and i am nt completely back in the real world yet. i dont feel pain anymore and peronally, i dont care about shawn. hes just..., someone that i used to know who had my heart and then broke it." i said. he put his arm around my neck and all of us walked back to our hotel rooms to sleep a much needed sleep.