IT Imagines

Am I Good Enough? ~ Eddie Kaspbrak (REQUESTED)

A/N: BE CAREFUL CHIRREN! THIS CHAPTER WILL CONTAIN X RATED CONTENT! IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU'RE ABOUT TO READ THEN I SUGGEST YOU SKIP THIS CHAPTER. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

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"Alright! Y/n, it's your turn!" Beverly said as she handed you the bottle.

It was the first day of summer, and your mom let you have everybody over that night.

They were all staying over, the boys sleeping in the living room, and you and Bev in your room.

Your mom wasn't home. She went away the morning of, for an important business meeting thing.

You spun the bottle, somehow knowing that it would land on Eddie.

It was no surprise to you when Eddie stood up and started to walk to the closet.

Of course this had to be a cliche movie moment.

Of course you had to go in with your crush

"Need a condom?" Richie said before he shut the door, and started the timer.

You could hear his footsteps as he walked away.

You clicked on the light of your big walk in closet.

You looked at Eddie, then looked away, unable to handle the awkward eye contact.

Eddie put his fingers under your chin, and lifted your head so you could look at him.

He placed his lips against yours and started kissing you slowly.

You turned your head slightly to deepen the kiss.

He pushed you against the wall, and started to kiss your neck.

"If my mom found out about this..." He said pulling out his inhaler and taking a few puffs from it.

He started kissing you again, but this time with more force.

When you started getting into it, you heard a knock at the door.

"Damn," Eddie mumbled

You saw Richie's smirking face as he opened the door. "Sorry Eds. Better luck next time." He winked, and then walked away.

"Y/n, will you be my girlfriend?" Eddie asked quickly.

"What?" You asked

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Yes. Yea I will," you finally said. The Losers all 'awwwed' at you guys as you had one last hug.

"Shut up and let's keep playing," Richie scoffed.

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After about another hour of playing, you guys decided that you should probably get some sleep.

You and Bev headed upstairs to your bedroom and got ready for bed. Beverly fell asleep in about 5 minutes. You, however, could not sleep. Your mind was racing, and screaming at you. You had to play music for you to finally drift off...

"Go to hell y/n! I don't know why I thought you would ever be good enough for me," He spat. "But Eddie, I thought you said you loved me!?" you yelled back. He was leaving you for Greta. After that incident at Keene's, Greta apologized. "Yeah!? Well that was before I met the true love of my life." He grabbed Greta and slowly placed his lips against hers. "You'll never be good enough for anyone, slut," she laughed.

You woke up with a start, tears streaming down your face. You sprinted to the bathroom. When you opened the door, Eddie was already there, washing his hands. His face held the expression of fear and sadness as he saw you.

"Y/n? What's wrong? Are you OK?" he asked.

You started to cry more when you heard him. You turned to walk out of the bathroom, but he grabbed your wrist.

"Eddie, let go," you whimpered.

"No," he said, hiding the fact that he was hurt. "I'm not letting you leave until you tell me what's wrong."

You took a deep breath. "Eddie, am I good enough for you?"

"What kind of question is that? I wouldn't have asked you to be my girlfriend if I didn't think you were. I love you y/n. I have ever since we met."

He pulled me into the bathroom and shut and locked the door.

He slowly placed his lips against yours. "Here. If I prove that you're good enough, will you finally believe me?" He whispered huskily in your ear. You nodded your head.

Eddie kissed you again, only this time with more force. He tugged at your shirt, signaling that he wanted it off. You pulled away, and your face turned red. Since you were just asleep, you didn't have your bra on.

You slowly lifted your shirt above your head, and took it off. He stared at you in awe. Soon, your lips met his again, and he was feeling you all over. Eddie picked you up, and lightly placed you on the floor.

He took off his shirt, and his pants, leaving him in just his underwear. He looked at you for permission, and you nodded your head while kissing him once more.

He slid down his boxers, and took a gold wrapper out of his fanny pack. He opened it up, and rolled it onto himself. He looked at you one more time before removing your panties. He kissed you lightly as he slowly inserted himself into you. You winced in pain.

"Am I hurting you, are you ok? " he asked . "We can stop if you want to it's ok, I won't be upset."

"I'm OK. Keep going" you responded.

After the pain went away, all you felt was pleasure. You nodded, telling Eddie that he could  move. He started thrusting in and out of you slowly getting faster.

You couldnt describe what you were feeling. It was every emotion that you had for Eddie all exposing themselves at once.

After about 5 minutes, you both were over the edge in pleasure. When he was done, he pulled out and layed next to you on the floor. He had grabbed a towel and covered your lower half (you were laying on your stomach, so your top half was covered).

"So, y/n, I have a question for you. Are you good enough?" he smirked. You nodded. "Yea. I am. And you know what else? I love you, Eddie Kaspbrak." "I love you too, y/n l/n."

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A/N: WHO NEEDS SOME HOLY WATER AFTER THAT. It wasn't that bad because I wanted there to be feelings behind it. It was really hard to write this with their connection together. It took me so long to find the write words to describe this occurrence. Also, this was requested by alykat19, so you should go follow her. Alright, that's all for now. Love you guys!

~FinnWolfhard1025