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Chapter one: you what!!!!!!

It was a Saturday morning the day after the day from hell. I was in lying in bed when my door just flung open my sis came running towards me and knelled at the foot of my bed. I shot up and shouted "what do you want Emily", she just crouched at the foot of my bed i was waiting for her to pounce up at me like we used to when we were younger. She said " Riv did you know about the rumours going around school about you and William Micheal's".

i turned to look at my clock it reads 8.00 AM i let out a small groan for only she could hear and pulled my bed covers over my face. She pulled the covers off me and she started to laugh and go red in the face, as i was butt naked as it was hot during the night so i took my pj's of. I screamed at Emily "what rumours are you talking about" she just had a little grin on her face and bolt out into the hall way, running downstairs and out the front door. i just sat there pounding what she was talking about i just sat there which seem like forever.

i don't know who started these rumours but i got to stop them from getting to William as i have has a secret rush on him no not crush i loved him since clapping eyes on him at the begin of high school. He was a jock a straight jock who hates people like me its because I'm gay but i couldn't help but fall in love with him he was 6ft 3 ins, light blond hair and the most lavish green eyes ever i take a peek at him from time to time when he isn't looking. i was still lying on my bed i couldn't get back to sleep after everything running through my head so i got up and had a shower i let the water hit me and i let out a groaned in pain and noticed the bruses and slid to the floor. i was in the shower for for 30 Min's i got dried carefully as not hurt myself as I am and dressed and headed downstairs to the kitchen mum was in there preparing her lunch as she got work on Saturdays " hey Hun how do you sleep any bad dreams". i said "whats up mum how are you" rushing over to give her a massive hug she just hugged me tight and kissed my head then smiled I winced in pain "am good river Hun what bout you" i wanted to explain what Emily said this morning but couldn't as my folks don't no am gay actually no one doesn't except Emily which i told her when i was 14 as we are close we can tell each other everything. where is Emily i asked mum she replied of to see her mate josh and Rebbecca. she gone out early i wonder what they are up to. The morning was lagging it was 9.45am i wanted to call my best friends Ben, Evan, gem and meg but we got in to a massive fight yesterday and i wasn't ready to talk to them even if their wanted to i just couldn't.

24 hours earlier!!!!!!!!!

it was like any normal Friday getting up showering having breakfast meeting my best friends and heading to school which i hated because i was getting bulling from some of the pupils Grant in particular he started on me a few months back but things have got more intense over the last week. i was waiting by the corner of the street for Evan Ben gem and meg to turn up it was 8.45am we had to be at school by 9.15am. I heard Evan's big mouth form a mile away i hide in some bushes and when they got round the corner i jumped out i said "boo" gem and meg jumped and screamed "river you prick you scared the life out of us" running towards me to give me a two person hugged i winced but smiled and hugged them tighter. Evan and Ben just smiled and laughed at my antics.

"God river you are Always scaring the girls AND I LOVE IT" Evan shouted Ben was quite this morning he must of had something on his mind but i didn't want to pries but the others were asking him wants up is it a girl or a boy Evan piped up just leave it Ben said with that we carried walking to school i kept looking at him trying to finger out what was wrong with him he had his head down and his eyes looked distant and tears where filling up in them. I just hugged him and we started walking slower and slower "hey guys we meet you at school" I shouted as the others were way in front of me and Ben. Gem and meg just turned around and gave us a big smile Evan just nodded once the were out of sight Ben just stopped I walked around to the front of him I put my hands on his shoulders and looked him in the eyes complete tears where coming through them lite brown eyes I embraced him tight into my chest his head resting on my shoulder the tears rolling down my neck Benny mummbled into my neck a am gay I was in shock my mouth wide open only for a second I just smiled and said Ben "ur gay when and how did this happen "yeap and I have always been gay since middle school I was in gym sparring with someone name Anthony we were play fighting ane this guy got on top of me we both stop n just lay there looking into eachothers eyes. He lent down and just crashed his lips against mine the passion between us was intense" he ansewered "then why are you so sad"I said looking intently with my eyes he looked at me "riv we were goin out" "were wat happened" I jumped in before he could finish speaking "sowwie Ben carry on bud" he said "we got into a massive fight last nite because Anthony is moving away far away and he called it of". I just gasp and hugged him tight he had a small smile on his face and wipped the tears away from his face. I so wanted to tell him and the others bout me but I just couldn't not yet. I hugged him just smile "Benny am here for you no matter what, do the others know" I quizzed him Ben just nodded I jump back almost butt planting on the floor if it werent for him catching me I would of had a saw butt. "Why am I the last to know" I squilled because "I didnt know how you react your one of best friend my closet friend actually I didnt want you hating me coz of my gayness but I see that you dont so it cool riv". I just gave him a weird look "hate you I could never hate you ur my closest friend ever" I ansewered. With that we carried onto school the others were waiting by the entrance Evan piped up "what kept you two have fun in the bushes were we" laughing and pointing at me and Ben the girls just there wided mouth in shock Ben said "Evan stop u can b a real prick sometimes nothing is goin with me and river" he was getting inored with evan "one of these day mr u gona get such a beatin". There was a crowd forming around us now everyone was gossiping and laughing at us my head was face the ground didnt wat to look at anyone because they were talking bout me and Ben. I glazed up and saw Grant just smiling a evil smile oh great am so gona regret coming to school I thought grant stood giggleing mouthin the word gaylord making hand gestures I could feel my eyes welling up tears comming through I pushed them back I just ran past hin running into the school. "Evan your a dickhead I just told him about me and anthony and what is goin on" Ben said pissed off I heard gem and meg shout out "Riv come back why u run..... I ran into something hard but soft I fell back to ground I looked up slowly to see him the jock of my dreams william the guy I had a crush on and loved since I saw him when high school began. He was looking down at me, he had a small grin on his face "watch where u going next time" as he lend down to help me up from the floor I just jumped up and carried on running.